Eto. Medyo late n tong entry n to pero pwede p naman dahil vacation season pa. Hehe. Simbang gabi. Tsk. Yup taontaon kinukumpleto naming to. Kaya lang ngayon namis naming ung dalawa due to oversleeping. Hekhek. Anyway, ayun ang gusto kong talakayin ditto e yung mga nagsisimba. Alam nyo naman n cguro kung cnucnu ang tinutukoy ko di ba? Yung mga rapok boys at mga f*ta girls na syoti ng rapok boys. Ewan ko ba, nung unang araw ng simbang gabi, aba nagmistulang mall ang labas ng Immaculada Concepcion sa dami ng kabataan. Wala namang masama dun. Ang ipinagtataka ko lang e bakit nakaharang sila dun sa labas hindi tuloy kami makapasok. At pagpasok naming sa simbahan. Geswat, nakaupo pa kami. Grabe talaga. Nung mga sumunod na araw e medyo kumonti pero marami parin sila! Ang tantya ko nga e 2:30 pa sila dun. (4:30-5:30 ung inaatendan namin)
Ngaun laitin naman natin ang suot nila.(cge tawagin niu na akong laitera, kalitlait naman kasi talaga) Ung mga lalake, ewan ko ba, pansin ko lang halos lahat naka-chucks. Fake man o hinde. Tapos naka-jersey hindi naman maglalaro ng basketball. Aba, at hindi na yata uso ngaun ung baggy pants. Ayon sa mga napapansin ko e fitting ang mga maong nila ngaun, cguro para Makita ung so-called chucks nila. Harhar iba naman ung nakatatak sa likod! Anu ung sbi ni imma? Harlem!! Harhar!! Matapos ang mga lalake, babae naman. Ewan ko ba. Ako lagi ako naka-jacket kasi sobrang ginaw talaga. Anu kayang meron sa balat nung mga babaeng yun at nakukuha nilang magspagetistrap, TUBE, at racerback. With matching mini-skirt pa ha, o kaya naman labas ung tyan. Hey I have nothing against these girls kung nagsisimba talaga sila. E nasa labas kaya!! Gnun ung suot tapos nasa labas?! Haler? Tapos aalialigid ung mga rapok boys n un. At buti sana kung nakikinig (may tv s labas ng simbahan na pwede mo Makita ung pari) e mga nagchichismisan lang e. obvious namang nkkpagflirt lang ung mga babae. Hindi ko sinasabing lahat ganyan ha. Kasi mron namang iba na nasa loob talaga ng simbahan at nagsisimba. Haynku, naghanap na lang sana sila ng ibang lugar para makapaglampungan sila. Hindi dun sa simbahan no.
Friday, December 30, 2005
crap (wrong grammar, wrong form, walang consistency)
hmm.. i guess im back to my old self. oh well. shoud have gotten back a few months ago. it just that i wish i wouldnt. coz the feeling of not being alone is kinda addictive. yeah. haha. now i feel really REALLY lonely. but im good. besides i have been this way since i dont know when, and i survived. like i said its just sad coz ive experienced not being alone and i just miss it.
i really thought i found the one. but i was wrong. and oh stupid me i almost did it again. its really impossible to find sum1 wholl really always be there. or my standards are just high? no.. i dont think so. maybe i havnt found that sum1 yet. or maybe i hav but i havnt realized it. or i will not be able to find coz he doesnt exist.
but i swear if i find him, oh i really wouldnt let him go. hey, wait, i wasnt the one who has the hobby of just letting go. in fact i was the one who held on. and biliv me it wasnt a good move. u gotta know when to hold on, hold back, give space or let go. and that was my flaw. i nver knew when to do things wth specific people in specific moments. i just think of myself. and most of the time im dominated by fear. fear of rejection and loneliness. but hey look at me now. all alone. ironic huh.
this new year i wish everything would change. i wish to be happy. (am i being selfish or what) as in i want to feel real happiness. coz these past few months ive been reallyreally down. then something came and i thought, oh maybe this (or he) can help me remember how to smile. but then it turned out that i just hurt myself more. the broken pieces of my so called heart were turned into fine dust. however do i manage that? would it be whole again? nah. i dont think so.
i really thought i found the one. but i was wrong. and oh stupid me i almost did it again. its really impossible to find sum1 wholl really always be there. or my standards are just high? no.. i dont think so. maybe i havnt found that sum1 yet. or maybe i hav but i havnt realized it. or i will not be able to find coz he doesnt exist.
but i swear if i find him, oh i really wouldnt let him go. hey, wait, i wasnt the one who has the hobby of just letting go. in fact i was the one who held on. and biliv me it wasnt a good move. u gotta know when to hold on, hold back, give space or let go. and that was my flaw. i nver knew when to do things wth specific people in specific moments. i just think of myself. and most of the time im dominated by fear. fear of rejection and loneliness. but hey look at me now. all alone. ironic huh.
this new year i wish everything would change. i wish to be happy. (am i being selfish or what) as in i want to feel real happiness. coz these past few months ive been reallyreally down. then something came and i thought, oh maybe this (or he) can help me remember how to smile. but then it turned out that i just hurt myself more. the broken pieces of my so called heart were turned into fine dust. however do i manage that? would it be whole again? nah. i dont think so.
Thursday, December 29, 2005
rants..
I am so busted in Chem16. hah! How can I pass that subject if I can’t solve a single problem?? Aarrgghh.. or maybe I’m just being harsh on myself.. wah!
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
weee
hmm.
andami ko gusto ipost..
kaya lang tinatamad ako.. teka tinatamad nga ba? kasi.. tuwing naiisip ko na magoonlyn ako.. parang kinakabahan ako. parang nattkot.. wah.. oo.. takot.. lalo na pag sa blogspot o sa friendster. ewan. prang naddepress ako talaga.. dati pa to.. hmmm.. cmula nung gnun.. haayy... weird talaga... hmmm... may phobia n b ako sa internet? sa blog? s friendster? o sa kanya..
=(
aakalain mong tapos na.. hindi p pala.. kung kailan akala mong masaya k na.. kunwari lang pala un.. bigla bigla n lang susulpot sa isip mo.. yung mga bagay n ayaw mo nang isipin.. bakit gnun? sabi nila harapin daw ang kinatatakutan, wag talikuran ang problema.. pinilit ko namang harapin.. ngayon tapos na.. cguro.. may panibago nnamang problema.. pero pilit kong isinasantabi.. kasi un lang ang naisip kong paraan.. dahil ngayon.. natutunan ko.. na kahit anong gawin mo.. kahit anong pilit mong lumaban.. kung nakatakda kang masaktan.. mangyayari't mangyayari yon.. kahit anong gawin mong iwas.. tutumba't tutumba k parin.. nakakawalang ganang lumaban.. kasi wala rin naman pala.. kahit ibigay mo n lahat.. pwersa.. chakra.. wala talaga.. dati nisip ko.. okei lang un! at least lumaban ako.. pero ngayun.. naisip ko hindi okei yun.. kasi nandito parin ung injury.. ung resulta ng pagbibigay mo ng lahat ng chakra mo.. unfair? oo.. kasi lahat ng paniniwalan mo nabalewala.. lahat ng pinaghirapan napunta sa wala.. sa susunod.. hindi na.. wala nang susunod
ngayon ang dapat mong gawin ay bumangon.. nang hindi humihingi ng tulong sa iba..
andami ko gusto ipost..
kaya lang tinatamad ako.. teka tinatamad nga ba? kasi.. tuwing naiisip ko na magoonlyn ako.. parang kinakabahan ako. parang nattkot.. wah.. oo.. takot.. lalo na pag sa blogspot o sa friendster. ewan. prang naddepress ako talaga.. dati pa to.. hmmm.. cmula nung gnun.. haayy... weird talaga... hmmm... may phobia n b ako sa internet? sa blog? s friendster? o sa kanya..
=(
aakalain mong tapos na.. hindi p pala.. kung kailan akala mong masaya k na.. kunwari lang pala un.. bigla bigla n lang susulpot sa isip mo.. yung mga bagay n ayaw mo nang isipin.. bakit gnun? sabi nila harapin daw ang kinatatakutan, wag talikuran ang problema.. pinilit ko namang harapin.. ngayon tapos na.. cguro.. may panibago nnamang problema.. pero pilit kong isinasantabi.. kasi un lang ang naisip kong paraan.. dahil ngayon.. natutunan ko.. na kahit anong gawin mo.. kahit anong pilit mong lumaban.. kung nakatakda kang masaktan.. mangyayari't mangyayari yon.. kahit anong gawin mong iwas.. tutumba't tutumba k parin.. nakakawalang ganang lumaban.. kasi wala rin naman pala.. kahit ibigay mo n lahat.. pwersa.. chakra.. wala talaga.. dati nisip ko.. okei lang un! at least lumaban ako.. pero ngayun.. naisip ko hindi okei yun.. kasi nandito parin ung injury.. ung resulta ng pagbibigay mo ng lahat ng chakra mo.. unfair? oo.. kasi lahat ng paniniwalan mo nabalewala.. lahat ng pinaghirapan napunta sa wala.. sa susunod.. hindi na.. wala nang susunod
ngayon ang dapat mong gawin ay bumangon.. nang hindi humihingi ng tulong sa iba..
Saturday, December 17, 2005
kahapon
Kahapon?
Anung mron kahapon.. double date ng nakaraan.. haha ice skating bowling.. hah!
Masasabi ko lang kkiba talaga.. halohalong emotion. Kahapon cguro ung araw na sobrang lahat na yata ng pwede mong mfeel e nafeel ko na.
Malungkot masaya asteg bored excited selos hiya inis galit sakit sarap hirap pagod mahal awa guilt inspired etc.
Kiba talaga.. tahimik daw ako.. kasi po wala naman ako masabi.. isa pa pinipigilan ko din sarili ko.. kasi pag bumanat ako malamang may halong bitterness un.. baka makasakit pa ako.. kaya wag na..
Saya ng party!
Mis ko n si stella.. ayun lang..
Regalo ni jeanine : the breakup diaries
Haha!
[try niu nga pala to sa MSWord:
1. Type in capitals Q33 NY. This is the flight
number of the first
plane to hit one of the Twin Towers.
2. Highlight the Q33 NY.
3. Change the font size to 48.
4. Change the actual font to the WINGDINGS]
Anung mron kahapon.. double date ng nakaraan.. haha ice skating bowling.. hah!
Masasabi ko lang kkiba talaga.. halohalong emotion. Kahapon cguro ung araw na sobrang lahat na yata ng pwede mong mfeel e nafeel ko na.
Malungkot masaya asteg bored excited selos hiya inis galit sakit sarap hirap pagod mahal awa guilt inspired etc.
Kiba talaga.. tahimik daw ako.. kasi po wala naman ako masabi.. isa pa pinipigilan ko din sarili ko.. kasi pag bumanat ako malamang may halong bitterness un.. baka makasakit pa ako.. kaya wag na..
Saya ng party!
Mis ko n si stella.. ayun lang..
Regalo ni jeanine : the breakup diaries
Haha!
[try niu nga pala to sa MSWord:
1. Type in capitals Q33 NY. This is the flight
number of the first
plane to hit one of the Twin Towers.
2. Highlight the Q33 NY.
3. Change the font size to 48.
4. Change the actual font to the WINGDINGS]
Thursday, December 15, 2005
kanina at kahapon
Wah.. anung mron kanina? E di oblation run. Haynaku.. andami kong nakitang mga ulo.. ooppss.. totoong ulo po ung cnsabi ko.. hekhek.. puro ulo n nga lang nakita ko e! kahit torso yata wala.. kasi naman.. dami tao.. (malamang..) kaya ayun.. nandun b c rapi? Cguro.. haha!
Waaahhhh!!! Bagsak ako sa EEE31 1st long exam!!!! Huhu.. nkklungkot talaga..
Kahapon nga pala dumating ung pinsan ko na may asawa na.. sabi nya
-o Carla bat magisa k lang dyan?
-pumasok si mama e
-wala kang pasok?
-oo wala.
-dapat pag wala mama m nagdadala ka ng boyfriend dito sa bahay nyo
-ha ano?
-ikaw talaga, hindi ka marunong..
-nye..
wala lang.. weird.. ang bi.. haha!
ay.. malungkot nga pala ang buhay...
kelan kaya ulit sasaya? weeee... asa pa.
Waaahhhh!!! Bagsak ako sa EEE31 1st long exam!!!! Huhu.. nkklungkot talaga..
Kahapon nga pala dumating ung pinsan ko na may asawa na.. sabi nya
-o Carla bat magisa k lang dyan?
-pumasok si mama e
-wala kang pasok?
-oo wala.
-dapat pag wala mama m nagdadala ka ng boyfriend dito sa bahay nyo
-ha ano?
-ikaw talaga, hindi ka marunong..
-nye..
wala lang.. weird.. ang bi.. haha!
ay.. malungkot nga pala ang buhay...
kelan kaya ulit sasaya? weeee... asa pa.
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
Monday, December 12, 2005
bat kasi asteeg?
(dapat gitna to e.. ewan ko ba.. may virus yata tong blogspot s pc na to.. pwede b un?)
BRAVELY RUNNING THE WINDS OF CHANGE
.. and so we of this GREEK
lettered FRATERNITY
seeing that the WEAK
.. wallows in MEDIOCRITY
and that the MEEK
.. fades into OBSCURITY
therefore choose and SEEK
.. a path through NOTORIETY
.. for though we WREAK
.. havoc to CONVENTIONALITY
nonetheless we SPEAK
..with steadfast DIGNITY
that while others PEEK
.. at our naked MASCULINITY
we bullheadedly(wrong spelling sabi ng MSWord) STREAK
.. toward fabled HISTORY
yan ang nakalagay sa flyer ng APO.. para I-promote ang kanilang makasaysayang oble run.. haha! At sino ang nagbigay samin nyan? Sino pa e di si rapi! Hmm.. pagiisipan p daw nya kung tatakbo sya, haha kunwari pa, obyus naman na oo.. hmm.. manonood b kami? Di ko sure e. haha! Tsk.. sigurao namang madami pipol so we wont singit na no.. haha
eto.. may kaklase akong kamukha ni..
mron pa, kamukha naman ni..
kasi naman si rapi kinwento pa.. waahhh.. kelangang pigilan ang sarili.. hindi pwedeee..aarrgghh..
BRAVELY RUNNING THE WINDS OF CHANGE
.. and so we of this GREEK
lettered FRATERNITY
seeing that the WEAK
.. wallows in MEDIOCRITY
and that the MEEK
.. fades into OBSCURITY
therefore choose and SEEK
.. a path through NOTORIETY
.. for though we WREAK
.. havoc to CONVENTIONALITY
nonetheless we SPEAK
..with steadfast DIGNITY
that while others PEEK
.. at our naked MASCULINITY
we bullheadedly(wrong spelling sabi ng MSWord) STREAK
.. toward fabled HISTORY
yan ang nakalagay sa flyer ng APO.. para I-promote ang kanilang makasaysayang oble run.. haha! At sino ang nagbigay samin nyan? Sino pa e di si rapi! Hmm.. pagiisipan p daw nya kung tatakbo sya, haha kunwari pa, obyus naman na oo.. hmm.. manonood b kami? Di ko sure e. haha! Tsk.. sigurao namang madami pipol so we wont singit na no.. haha
eto.. may kaklase akong kamukha ni..
mron pa, kamukha naman ni..
kasi naman si rapi kinwento pa.. waahhh.. kelangang pigilan ang sarili.. hindi pwedeee..aarrgghh..
Sunday, December 11, 2005
one fateful saturday
Kahapon.
EEE31 exam naming. Long test yata un.. wah.. tungkol sa mga intrinsic semiconductors.. ohm’s law.. inductors.. transformers atbp. O di ba nagfiling ako n marami akong alam.. haaayyyy.. pinilit ko talagang magaral kaya lang nakatulog ako eh =p hehe anyway, ayun.. kasi naman.. bakit kasi letter A nagsimula ung apelyido.. tsktsk.. nadistract talaga ako kasi nakatabi ko pa.. bkt nga ba ako nadidistract.. kasi inis ako s kanya.. bkt nga ba ako inis sa kanya? Ayun ang hindi ko alam.. hahaha!! Pagkatapos ng exam ay wala akong kamuwang muwang na sumakay ng jip papuntang SM north. Aba! Kapag sinuswerte k nganaman o, hindi mo alam kung sno ang mga makakasabay mo. Haha! Wala lang natuwa lang ako! Hehe... sa dinadami dami ng jip.. talaga naman o.. haha! May ibig sabihin b un? Asus asa pa.. haha.. hindi p ako ready.. isa pa taken n xa..
Tapos pumunta kaming SM Megamall!!!!! Dahil birthday ni TinTin!!! Haha.. indi.. belated churva ni Smmeona.. ang mga kasama ay sina Dean, Dremon, Amandy, James, Imma, Ako at Jack! Ay jowk lang.. wala si jack.. hekhek.. pis tau!! Anyway, ayun nanlibre si Imma sa Kenny Roger’s.. e sino si Max? hahaha!! Salamat sa masarap na pagkain.. tapos xempre exceed to tha max.. hehe.. hindi mawawala un.. tapos eto na!! Nag-ICE SKATING kami!!!!!! Weeeeeeee.. tuwa talaga ako.. nung una sobrang wobbly ng legs ko.. muntik pa ako madulas!! Wa-poise talaga.. pero dahil sa mga mabuting mentors tulad nina Amanda, James at Dean medyo natuto na rin kami nila Andrei at Imma.. waahhh.. gusto ko bumalik dun!! Hehe.. wala nga pala si Dremon dahil nanood ng Maximo Oliveros.. required daw kasi sila manood.. asus!.. haha jowk..tpos exceed ulit.. indi.. indi kami maxado adik..
Ayun lang..tapos nung gabi.. ewan ko ba.. nadepes ako.. biglang whapack!! Depressed talaga.. bigla ko naalala.. biglang kong natanong anong ngyari samin??? takte.. sobrang bumulusok pababa talaga yung mood ko kagabi.. (BIG NIGHT panaman pinapanood ko) akala ko wala na.. unfair kaya.. bakit xa ba nararamdaman nia to? HINDE!!!! Hindi ko naman hinihiling na madepress din xa no.. gusto ko lang na makalimutan to.. takte.. why cant just fate let me be??!!! Alam ko okei n ako e!!! hindi p pala.. taena talaga.. tama ung pinsan ko at si centi.. akala mo lang nakamuv-on ka na.. pero kamala-mala mo biglang na lang bubunggo sau.. parang binagsakan ka ng nag-crash na jetplane.. haha.. ironic isn’t it? I hate life. I love life.
EEE31 exam naming. Long test yata un.. wah.. tungkol sa mga intrinsic semiconductors.. ohm’s law.. inductors.. transformers atbp. O di ba nagfiling ako n marami akong alam.. haaayyyy.. pinilit ko talagang magaral kaya lang nakatulog ako eh =p hehe anyway, ayun.. kasi naman.. bakit kasi letter A nagsimula ung apelyido.. tsktsk.. nadistract talaga ako kasi nakatabi ko pa.. bkt nga ba ako nadidistract.. kasi inis ako s kanya.. bkt nga ba ako inis sa kanya? Ayun ang hindi ko alam.. hahaha!! Pagkatapos ng exam ay wala akong kamuwang muwang na sumakay ng jip papuntang SM north. Aba! Kapag sinuswerte k nganaman o, hindi mo alam kung sno ang mga makakasabay mo. Haha! Wala lang natuwa lang ako! Hehe... sa dinadami dami ng jip.. talaga naman o.. haha! May ibig sabihin b un? Asus asa pa.. haha.. hindi p ako ready.. isa pa taken n xa..
Tapos pumunta kaming SM Megamall!!!!! Dahil birthday ni TinTin!!! Haha.. indi.. belated churva ni Smmeona.. ang mga kasama ay sina Dean, Dremon, Amandy, James, Imma, Ako at Jack! Ay jowk lang.. wala si jack.. hekhek.. pis tau!! Anyway, ayun nanlibre si Imma sa Kenny Roger’s.. e sino si Max? hahaha!! Salamat sa masarap na pagkain.. tapos xempre exceed to tha max.. hehe.. hindi mawawala un.. tapos eto na!! Nag-ICE SKATING kami!!!!!! Weeeeeeee.. tuwa talaga ako.. nung una sobrang wobbly ng legs ko.. muntik pa ako madulas!! Wa-poise talaga.. pero dahil sa mga mabuting mentors tulad nina Amanda, James at Dean medyo natuto na rin kami nila Andrei at Imma.. waahhh.. gusto ko bumalik dun!! Hehe.. wala nga pala si Dremon dahil nanood ng Maximo Oliveros.. required daw kasi sila manood.. asus!.. haha jowk..tpos exceed ulit.. indi.. indi kami maxado adik..
Ayun lang..tapos nung gabi.. ewan ko ba.. nadepes ako.. biglang whapack!! Depressed talaga.. bigla ko naalala.. biglang kong natanong anong ngyari samin??? takte.. sobrang bumulusok pababa talaga yung mood ko kagabi.. (BIG NIGHT panaman pinapanood ko) akala ko wala na.. unfair kaya.. bakit xa ba nararamdaman nia to? HINDE!!!! Hindi ko naman hinihiling na madepress din xa no.. gusto ko lang na makalimutan to.. takte.. why cant just fate let me be??!!! Alam ko okei n ako e!!! hindi p pala.. taena talaga.. tama ung pinsan ko at si centi.. akala mo lang nakamuv-on ka na.. pero kamala-mala mo biglang na lang bubunggo sau.. parang binagsakan ka ng nag-crash na jetplane.. haha.. ironic isn’t it? I hate life. I love life.
Thursday, December 08, 2005
evanescence : thoughtless
All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying when you're bloody down in front of me
All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger And you're down, down, down
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying when you're bloody down in front of me
All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming
All my friends are gone,
they died (gonna take you down)
They all screamed, and cried (gonna take you down)
Never gonna forget, never forget, how we hate the world [x4]
(Gonna take you down)
All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
and Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming
All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying when you're bloody down in front of me
All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger And you're down, down, down
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying when you're bloody down in front of me
All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming
All my friends are gone,
they died (gonna take you down)
They all screamed, and cried (gonna take you down)
Never gonna forget, never forget, how we hate the world [x4]
(Gonna take you down)
All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
and Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming
All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming
Thursday, December 01, 2005
bonjour! bonjour!
Happy!!! Shalala..its so nice to be happy..
Bakit? Ayun ang hindi ko alam…
Kanina habang inuubos ko ang aking Zagu.. biglang may kakaiba akong naramdaman.. gumaan ang aking pakiramdam.. tapos naiisip ko.. ang saya ko.. wah! For the first time in months sumaya ako!!! At hindi ko alam kung bakit.. probably the caffeine.. Nye may caffeine b un? Hindi naman ung exceed dahil nafail agad ako dun.. at lalong hindi dun sa kasama ko no.. di ko alam.. pero natutuwa ako.. cguro napagod din ung sistema ko sa sobrang kadepresan kaya.. sabi cguro ngaun hapy naman!!! Hmmm.. asteg talaga.. tapos paguwi ko gud mood si mama kahit late nako umuwi.. at andami pang dvd!!!! Saya talaga..
Kaya lang ngaun medyo nagsusubside na xa… hmmm pero asteg talaga.. asteg ung feeling.. wow.. I never thought I would forget the feeling of happiness.. as in ung totoong happy.. salamat.. kung ano o cnu man ang may gawa nito.. haha..
Sana hindi na bumalik sa dati.. un ang ikinakatakot ko e.. kapag sumasaya ng ganito.. kaya lang nagwewear out na ung filing.. pero okei lang!! Basta asteeg!!
Bakit? Ayun ang hindi ko alam…
Kanina habang inuubos ko ang aking Zagu.. biglang may kakaiba akong naramdaman.. gumaan ang aking pakiramdam.. tapos naiisip ko.. ang saya ko.. wah! For the first time in months sumaya ako!!! At hindi ko alam kung bakit.. probably the caffeine.. Nye may caffeine b un? Hindi naman ung exceed dahil nafail agad ako dun.. at lalong hindi dun sa kasama ko no.. di ko alam.. pero natutuwa ako.. cguro napagod din ung sistema ko sa sobrang kadepresan kaya.. sabi cguro ngaun hapy naman!!! Hmmm.. asteg talaga.. tapos paguwi ko gud mood si mama kahit late nako umuwi.. at andami pang dvd!!!! Saya talaga..
Kaya lang ngaun medyo nagsusubside na xa… hmmm pero asteg talaga.. asteg ung feeling.. wow.. I never thought I would forget the feeling of happiness.. as in ung totoong happy.. salamat.. kung ano o cnu man ang may gawa nito.. haha..
Sana hindi na bumalik sa dati.. un ang ikinakatakot ko e.. kapag sumasaya ng ganito.. kaya lang nagwewear out na ung filing.. pero okei lang!! Basta asteeg!!
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