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wee

waw sophomore nako (pero medyo delayed). so how's my first year in UP? hehe. very uhmm.. memorable? kasi parang lahat ng lessons in life tinuro lahat nung first year ako. kung pano dumiskarte (sa Diliman talaga kelangan nito kundi mahuhuli ka). tapos dapat kung ano yung pwede mong gawin ngayon gawin mo na dahil hindi aasenso ang mga tamad. tapos kung panu makisalamuha sa iba't ibang tao AS IN IBATIBANG TAO. hehe. parang nireready ka na din para sa real world. hah! at natutunan ko din maghanap at magadjust ng iba't ibang mga bagay tulad ng sched. haha. tapos pinakamahalaga kong natutunan boys are evil. joke! hehe. inde.. pag nagmahal wag mo ibibigay lahat magtira ka para sa sarili mo. matagal ko na naririnig to pero ngayon ko lang talaga naintindhan yung meaning. tapos talaga palang bata pa tayo pagdating sa mga bagay bagay. hehe. aral muna. yup aral muna.

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People cannot gain anything without giving something in return.

To obtain, something of equal value must be lost.

That is alchemy's first law of Equivalent Exchange.

crap

matagal tagal narin no? haaiii.. i really am growin old.. waahh ayaw ko paaa... malapit nako mag18!!!! hmm... =_= e anu ngaun.. haayyy...

akin ka na lang

Verse 1:

G# cm c# d#
'wag kang maniwala d'yan. 'di ka n'ya mahal talaga

G# cm c# d#
sayang lang ang buhay mo kung mapupunta ka lang sa kanya

Fm fm/e fm/d# fm/d
Ii wanan ka lang n'yan, mag-ingat ka

C# cm c#m d#
dagdag ka lamang sa milyun-milyong babae n'ya

Chorus:

G# cm c#
Akin ka na lang (akin ka na lang)

d# g#
Iingatan ko ang puso mo

cm c#
Akin ka na lang (akin ka na lang)

d#
Wala nang hihigit pa sa 'yo

(verse 2: do verse 1 chords)
(bridge: play fm- cm- c#- d#- g#- g#/g- fm- cm- c#- c)

di ko alam title

One and only youIt took one lookAnd forever laid out in front of meOne smile and I diedOnly to be revived by youThere i wasThought i had everything figured outGoes to show just how much i know'bout the way life plays out...Chorus:I take one step awaybut i find myself coming back to youMy one and only, one and only you...ooh...Now i know That i know not a thing at allExcept the fact that i am yoursAnd that you are mineOoh They told me that this wouldn't be easyAnd noI'm not one to complain...(Chorus 2X)you..

wala lang.. tamad na talaga magedit.. para lang mabuhay tong blog.. wahehehe

paalala ::

BUSY SI CALAI

i'm goin down.

something strong and beautiful inside of me

wah i need to find her now..
as in now..
haayyy kamusta buhay ko?
mukhang patapon na.
xet. wah. mali to. waaahh.
the greatest revenge is success. wahaha anu? mali yata yun. may kulang. haha.
di ko na ipopost grades ko. hmm kasalanan ko din naman eh. huhu.
kelanagan bumawi. pak talaga. paakkk...

tickles churva

Your inner rock star is Britney Spears!
Feel it, sweetheart; the rock star in you is all Britney—the envy of cheerleaders everywhere. One part girl next door, one part naughty sex kitten, you're definitely not as innocent as you look. And that is why nobody can get enough of you. You are the ultimate American girl with some serious staying power. Unlike other success stories, you and Britney are more than just a pretty face: you've got talent, confidence, and the brains to back it up. With a talent list like yours it's no wonder you're at the top of the popularity charts and young men's hearts. We love you. Shout out your inner Britney!
Who's Your Inner Rock Star?
Brought to you by Tickle

kalokohan yang britney na yan. haha. yung nasa baba pwede pa
ayan leon tinanggal ko na yung music. hehe. cge hanap ako ng bleach.

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Does your name begin with: C

You are a very social individual, and it i s important to you to have a relationship. You require closeness and togetherness. You want the object of your affection to be socially acceptable and good-looking. You see your lover as a friend and companion. You are very sensual, Needing someone to appreciate and almost worship you. When this cannot be achieved, you have the ability to hold out on affection until you receive this.. You are an expert at controlling your desires and doing without.

OCTOBER

Loves to chat Loves those who loves himLoves to takes things at the centreAttractive and suaveInner and physical beautyDoes not lie or pretendSympathetic Treats friends importantlyAlways making friendsEasily hurt but recovers easilyBad tempered SelfishSeldom helps unless askedDaydreamer Very opinionatedDoes not care of what ot hers thinkEmotionalDecisiveStrong clairvoyance Loves to travel, the arts and literatureSoft-spoken, loving and caringRomanticTouchy and easily jealousConcernedLoves outdoors Just and fairSpendthrift and easily influencedEasily lose confidence

Scorpio

Turn ons Scorpio`s are full of passion and zest for life. They have tremendous drive that can involve you too. Tune in to their wavelength and you can enjoy the harmony and music in life with them. Scorpio`s are loyal and never forget a ki nd deed done by you. If you want to enjoy life with your Scorpio lover share their passion and intensity and you will be fascinated by how beautiful life can be with them.

Turn offs Scorpio`s are very passionate and intense but they are also fiercely possessive and would like to possess your mind, body and soul. Do not let seeds of jealousy grow in them because then you may have to suffer agonies of jealousy and discontentment in life. Scorpio`s have explosive tempers be careful how you handle them. They never let anyone know what is going on in their mind till they strike and you may be caught unawares. Do not flirt around in the presence of your Scorpio lover.

~pwede na rin~

entry to

hmm.. sabi ng pinsan ko kanina. isang beses daw nakita niya yung frend nia na tulala. tapos nilapitan nia daw at tinanong kung anu problem. tapos yung wa;angya binara lang xa at sinabing pag ang lalaki tulala, tulala lang talaga. walang iniisip na kung ano o walang problema.
hehe

ganun ba yun talaga?

cmon guys iprove o i-disprove nio nga to

edited na

invincible

I don't have nerves of steel
I have a heart that feels
I may have cried a milliontears
but I wont drown
I let myself unfold
Gave you my hand to hold
You took me beyond whereI could see
And then you let go of me. .

I was damaged by the fall
Got the wind knocked out of me
To be standing here at all
I must be invincible
I thought that I would break
But now I have come to see
Something strong and beautiful inside of me
I must be invincible. . .

I dont have X-rays eyes
Don't have a heart so wise
How could I have known
you'd let me down
If I had known that then
my eyes are wide open
I still believe I would've missed it

Ahh. . . its a blessing and a curse
Ahh. . . But you find out just what you've worth.

sa uulitin

hindi maipinta ang aking nadarama
hindi maalis ang tamis ng mga tinginan

mas-a-alas dose na pala
ayoko pang kumawala
sa higpit ng mga yakap mo giliw ko

kung panaginip lamang ito
ayoko na sanang magising
tila isang paraiso tuwing ika'y kapiling
sa uulitin muli makapiling ka sa bawa't sandali
hindi maitatanggi langit sa'yong mga mata at mga labi
sana noon pa naransan
hinding hindi ipagpapalit kailan man
sa uulitin

naubusan na ng mga salita
nag-uusap na lang ang mga mata nakakamangha

nagtritrip hanggang umaga
saan man mapunta kuntento na
basta't kasama ka

[weeee.. ganda ng song na to no? wala lang. hehe. weeeee.....]

weee...

ahahayyy.. tinatablan din pala ako ng sakit
hehe oh well.. may sakit tapos nagnenet pa.. ahahah!!!

haynako.. kagabi.. madilim ang paligid.. may tumawag sa pangalan ko.. aahaha!!
indi kagabi basta maaga ako natulog kasi nga may sakit.. tapos
ayun.. nanaginip ako..

~ sa isang mall:

siya: "bigyan mo naman ako ng karapatang magmahal ng iba. hindi na kita babalikan kahit kelan!!"

SILENCE. . .

ako: "Bakit ako ba wala akong karapatang magmahal??!!"

sabay takbo. . .

humabol xa. . pero hindi para icomfort ako ~

ayun, madami pa nangyari pero nakalimutan ko na eh. namann.. nananahimik ka tapos bubulabugin ka ng isang bangungot. hehe. buti na lang maysakit ako tsaka madami ginagawa. ahahaaayyy. .

alam mo yung filing na sobrang wala ka nang lakas. hinang hina ka na. nanlalambot lahat ng muscle sa katawan mo. kahit simpleng pagangat ng kamay mo mahirap. e panu kung sinabayan pa ng panghihina ng ego mo. hindi lang ego.. yung inner strength cguro. tpos wala ka nang magawa kundi sumunod na lang sa agos. kasi kung hindi ka sumunod maiiwan ka. kahit sobrang ngarag ka na. sunod parin. kahit sobrang nasasaktan ka na sunod parin. di magtatagal masasanay ka rin. yung sakit na mararamdaman mo hindi yan mawawala. nandyan na yan forever sa sistema mo. akala mo lang nawala kasi sobrang nasanay ka na na nasasaktan. kaya balewala na.

pero magiingat ka. kahit sobrang sanay ka na, may epekto parin yan.

hindi mo nga mararamdaman, pero hindi mo namamalayan, unti unti ka na palang pinapatay.

ayaw ko ng mayonnaise

Lumuha ka ng nagiisa, nakadungaw sa buwan.
Lumilipad ang isip mo,nakasabit sa ulap.
Ngunit bakit, pinilit, kung ayaw ko'ng masaktan?
Sinabe ko sa kanya, na 'di parin nililikha
ang katulad ko na parang timang,
at 'di mo parin maintindihan.
Malayo ang pagtitig mo, dala ng hangin.
Akala ko ay pwede pa na umasa sa iyo.
Ngunit bakit, pinilit, kung ayaw ko'ng masaktan?
Sinabe ko sa kanya, na 'di parin nililikha
ang katulad ko na parang timang,
at 'di mo parin maintindihan.
O bakit ba, pag wala ka na, ako'y kulang
Sinabe ko sa kanya, na 'di parin nililikha
ang katulad ko na parang timang,
at 'di mo parin maintindihan.

puyat = manhid

5:35 na ng umaga
matutulog palang ako ng SANDALI
di ko man lang nagawa MP ko
tapos magrereview pa ako
T.T
ano ba tong ginagawa ko sa buhay ko

yang title.kasi, basta di pag puyat parang ala ka na sa sarili mo. tulad ngaun nagttype ako pero nakaktulog na ako habang nagttype. ahahaha. ayun, basta pag puyat wala ka nang ibang maramdaman kundi antok. hehe. naprove ko na yan. except nalang cguro kung nagpupuyat ka dahil sa lamay. malamang kahit sobrang pagod ka na mararamdaman mo parin yung lungkot. ah basta! hehe

matutuog nako. haayyy...

=(

read

Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two

1. I love yo u not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you..

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

bakit spoliarium?

Dumilim ang paligid
May tumawag sa pangalan ko
Labing isang palapag
Tinanong kung okey lang ako
Sabay abot ng baso
May naghihintay
At bakit ba 'pag nagsawa na ako
Biglang ayoko na
At ngayonDi pa rin alam
Kung ba't tayo nandito
Pwede bang itigil muna
Ang pag-ikot ng mundo
Lumiwanag ang buwanSan Juan
Di ko na nasasakyan
Ang lahat ng bagay ay
Gumuguhit na lang
Sa 'king lalamunan
Ewan mo at ewan natin
Sinong may pakana?
At bakit ba
Tumilapon ang
Gintong alak diyan sa paligid mo?
At ngayon
Di pa rin alam
Kung ba't tayo nandito
Puwede bang itigil muna
Ang pag-ikot ng mundo
Umiyak ang umaga
Anong sinulat ni Enteng at Joey diyan
Sa pintong salamin
Di ko na mabasa
Pagkat merong nagbura
Ewan ko at ewan natin
Sinong nagpakana?
At bakit ba tumilapon ang spoliarium
Diyan sa paligid mo?
At ngayon
i pa rin alam
Kung ba't tayo nandito
Puwede bang itigil muna
Ang pag-ikot ng mundo

darama mode? stress mode? nah.. hehe tawa na lang. para masaya.

that's the way it is

I can read your mind
And I know your story
I see what you're going through (yeah)
It's an uphill climb
And I'm feeling sorry
But I know it will come to you
Don't surrender
'Cause you can win
In this thing called love

Chorus:
When you want it the most
There's no easy way out
When you're ready to go
And your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is
When you question me
For a simple answer
I don't know what to say (no)
But it's plain to see
If you stick together
You're gonna find the way
So don't surrender
'Cause you can win
In this thing called love

Chorus

When life is empty
With no tomorrow
And loneliness starts to call
Baby don't worry
Forget your sorrow
'Cause love's gonna conquer it all

breathing :: lifehouse

salamat sa taong nagpaalam sakin ng kantang to
siguro inaalay nia to sa ibang tao at hindi sakin
pero asteg parin
senti pero atsteg
siguro kung hindi ikaw ang nagsabi ng kantang to magiging 'feel good' song ko to
anyway, parang gumagaan naman pakiramdam ko pag naririnig ko to
para sa mga hindi nakakaalam eto yung background music
gusto ko na xag palitan pero tsaka na

I'm finding my way back to sanity again
Though I don't really know what
I'm going to do when I get there
Take a breath and hold on tight
Spin around one more time
And gracefully fall back to the arms of Grace
I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside heaven's door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be I'm looking past the shadows
Of my mind into the truth and
I'm trying to identify
The voices in my head
God which one's you
Let me feel one more time
What it feels like to feel
And break these calluses off me
One more time

'Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside your door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be I don't want a thing from you
Bet you're tired of me waiting
For the straps to fall
Off your table to the ground
I just want to be here now
'Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside heaven's door and listen to you breathingI
s where I want to be
I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me'
Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside heaven's door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be

oh mehn

hehe
masaya to, dapat masaya ung mood
kasi ganito yun, ung akala mong wala na. aba akalai mong meron pa pala! hahaha!! tapos one-sided pa! o di ba napakasaya nun! hehe nakakalungkot lang kasi hindi pwede ishare. so ikikeep ko n lang sa sarili ko. for the sake of art!! yeahh!! hehe.

(woooo .. bawal ang drama sa blog na tooo.. wooo)

hehe..

:'(

mata

woooo..

kanina napansin ko pagtingin ko sa salamin ala ako pimples!!
wooooo..
syempre shinare ko un sa aking mahal na ina..
tapos ang sinagot lang niya.. "nagtaka ka pa, hindi ka yata inluv eh..!"
okei.. hindi na ako sumagot. haha! hmmm pati nanay ko inaasar ako. hehe

anu pa ba?
hmmm bkit mata title nito?
kasi ang mata hindi lang pangtingin sa paligid. pwede ring magsalita ang mga mata. wooooo kahit simpleng tingin may malalim na ibig sabihin. da ba? haha! hmmm pero ang golden rule ay wag magassume kaya. walang kwenta. haha. tsk.

anu pa?
bagong template. ala pa e. tsaka nah.

hmmm.. dami ko pasa ngaun. sa ulo tsaka sa kamay. di ko alam kung san galing. pero ok lang. wala namang pimples!!!! bwahahahaha!!!!

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hahaha!! adik na talaga..
gosh..
may dalawang paraan ng pagbibilang : sizeof at strlen

syeet ang pinagkaiba nila ung sizof sinasama nya ung null terminator(un ung nakatago)
kung ihahambing sa totoong buhay parang outlook in life yan eh. may dalawang paraan ng pagtingin sa buhay.ung isa panglabas o outer shell lamang ang 'binibilang' o nakikita. ung isa naman pati ung nakatago o hindi nakikita e 'binibilang' nia. minsan kasi ung ibang tao trlen ang ginagamit. ung nakikita lang ung binibigyang pansin.mali yan. dapat kasama pati ung hindi naipapakita kasi mahalaga din un. moral lesson: gamitin ang sizeof.

syeeett mlabong pumasa nakooo.. huhu major un!! waaahhhh ung mga magaling dyan. patulong na lang sa MP!!! huhu..

wooo medyo masaya tong araw na to, courtesy of leon!!! wooo!! hehe ib talaga pag mapera. nag-ps kami nila andrei,naruto wooo!!! yeah! dota (bano ako) tapos exceed!!! yeah!!
gbi nako nakauwi.. :D

woooo
gusto ko na nga pala mgpalit ng skin tulad ni gyver
maxado kasi bitter tong template ko. maghahanap ako nung may buhay.
(hmm e ung may gaara kaya? hahahahahaha!!! uyyy.. ay tinukso ung sarili)
shhh.. wala namang magbabasa nito eh!! hehe ;p

EEEeeww..

anong ginagawa ko?
-eto nagpprint ng handout.. (pakitang tao lang yan)
-nakkpgchat kay claris at leon
-nakknig ng 97.1 (dahil pinagkait sakin ang pagkakataong manood ng fair{dahil sa lintek na eee11 na yan})

wooooo... exam bukas... haynku... wala lang.. aral na kasi

onga pala.. eto isang magandang rule sa buhay::

wag mag-assume

ayun lang. hehe.ay luma na pala yun.

woooo.. tagaUP akooo!!! woooo.. wala lang

narda :: kamikazee

Tila ibon kung lumipad, sumabay sa hangin akoyNapatingin Sa dalagang nababalot ng hiwaga. Mapapansin kaya sa dame ng yong gingawa Kung kaagaw ko ang lahat may pag asa bang makilala ka Awit na nananawagan, baka sakaling napakikinggan, Pag ibig na palaisipan sa kanta na lang idaraan Nag aabang sa langit, sa mga ulap sumisilip Sa likod ng mga tala,kahit sulyap lang darna Ang swerte nga nman ni ding, lagi ka nyang kapiling Kung ako sa kanya niligawan na kita Mapapansin kaya sa dame ng yong gingawa Kung kaagaw ko ang lahat may pag asa bang makilala ka Awit na nananawagan,baka sakaling napakikinggan, Pag ibig na palaisipan sa kanta na lang idadaan Nag aabang sa langit, sa mga ulap sumisilip Sa likod ng mga tala,kahit sulyap lang darna Tumalon kaya ako sa bangin,para lang iyong sagipin Ito ang tanging paraan para mayakap ka Darating kayasa dame ng ginagawa Kung kaagaw ko sila paano na kaya? Awit na nananawagan,baka sakaling napakikinggan, Pag ibig na palaisipan sa kanta na lang idadaan Nag aabang sa langit, sa mga ulap sumisilip Sa likod ng mga tala,kahit sulyap lang darna Nag aabang sa langit, sa mga ulap sumisilip Sa likod ng mga tala,kahit sulyap lang darna

oi! alas dose nah!
tumtakbo na si Cinderella pauwi sa stepmother nia. hekhek.

kapagod.

haha. pwede bang break naman? pagod nako, physically, mentally at lalonglalo emotionally.

ngayon sobrang alm ko na kung bakit maraming umaalis sa EEE. haller freshie pa lang pero medyo hirap nako ha. at madali pa daw yun. naisip ko madali nga kung seseryosohin at maayaos ang pagtuturo. kasi naman aerage lang naman ako!!!haayy.. dito ba talaga dapat ako? hmmm.. namann..

ayan, problema na ngah sa acads problema pah sa kadramahan. alam ko hindi na dapt iniisip mga gnung bagay. at nagawa ko namn xa ng ilang weeks/months pero cguro sobrang napuno nah umapaw na xng lahat!! di ko mapigilan emosyon ko, mga naiisip ko. parang kahapon lang?? inis talaga. unfair. so unfair.

pero naisip ko hindi naman unfair. (kasasabi ko lang na unfair kanina ah. omg anu?) kasi the wold has its own way of balancing itself. kaya may katumba ang nararamdaman ko ngaun. hindi ko lang narerealize. harhar. ------jowk lang. consuelo lang yan. para matuwa naman ako. o diba. make something that you can look forward to. di b. msarap isipin na mayroon kapalit lahat ng sakit. wala namang pumipigil sau. para kang gumagawa ng sariling purpose sa buhay. para masabi mo sa sarili mong meron kang silbi.

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bkt gnun. kung sino ung dapat na hindi gnun sila ung gnun. tapos ikaw na nga ung gnun, ikaw pa ung magiging gnun. bkit gnun? teka cnu ba naman ako pra kuwestyunin ang mga ganyang bagay pero para kasing wala na kwenta eh. bakit ka pa magppakagnun kung gnun n dn pala ang magyayari sau? sana hindi na lang. at least hindi naging gnun di ba? ibig bang sabihin wala kang karapatang maging gnun. bakit ikaw lang? bakit ikaw bakit hindi na lang iba? wala ka na ngang ginagawang masama. ikaw pa ung hanggang ngayon e ganun. samantalang ang iba dyan eh gnun nah. wala nng pakialam sa mundo.

anu nah? bitter ? OO. paksh*t. sasabihin ng iba 'anu ka ba sobrang tagal na nyan move on!' what the hell what do you know about moving on. what do you know about keeping every inch of pain to yourself? oh yeah i forgot. im supposed to ust let it go. well i wish it's as easy as throwing trash in the garbage can. but it's not. they'll tell you to move on, get over it, get on with your life.. what the hell that's what i've been trying to do these past few months. and it's not easy. espeially when you don't have anyone o help you. but i understand. everyone has his own life so i don't expect othe people to fix my problem of getting a life.

what do you know about how i really feel? nothing. coz no one really bothered to know how i feel.

in the end. it's all up to me.

nakktamad magpost ngaun. isang salita lang ang pwede kong ishare sa inyu..

BUSY.

haa. lahat kasi busy. kahit sino busy. d ba?

gawa na nga pala blog ko!! yey!

tsaka nako magppost. ehh wala namang nagbabasa nito eh. c gyver lang! haha!

eeeee

Your color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them — your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness — trust us, it won't kill you. Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the color for you.