AAAAARRGGHHHHH!!!!!!

i am so not alright...

aarrgghhh..

bat gnun?!

bat gnun?!

bat gnun?!

waahhh... nkklungkot... nkkdepress.. its so unfair... bakit sobrang ONE-SIDED??!!

well wala naman akong karapatang magexpect... but its so darn hard!!! naawa nako sa heart muscles ko kasi sobrang pagod na.. and i cant do anything about it.. aaarrgghhh...

how can something so wonderful can turn into something so awful??!! torture talaga.. arrgghhh TORTURE!!!
nownow... im trying to help myself here... pero kahit anung gawin ko its no use! tell me!! anung ginawa mo?!! how can you moveon like that??!!! leaving me here helpless and alone!!!! uhh.. jowk lang ung last sentence. pero aarrgghh... hindi ko maintindihan. pil ko ang tagaltagal na pero its not getting any better. its getting worse!!! worse than i thought!!!

waahhh... madaya.. ironic.. dati kahit sobrang pangit ng araw masaya parin.. pero bt ngaun i have reasons to be happy pero hindi ko magawang maging masya!!! madaya talga.... may tlepono n kmi!! =( may net n kmi!! =( bday ko!! =( hmm.. it was the most painful birthday greeting na natanggap ko.. pathetic di ba? i'\m supposed to be happy!!!! bt gnun??

alam niu un? frozen sleep? hypothermia? ahayy...

im so messed up.. and im fallin apart

a little help please...