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2011-04-01T22:39:00.001+08:00

yey! imma try reviving my writing skills (kung meorn man) sa blog na ito :) will be actively blogging very soon.

bookmarks

2010-01-25T15:23:00.005+08:00

i will be trying out Windows7 and because of that i am transferring my documents and pictures to an 8gb flash drive. so the only ones left to save are my bookmarks. they are a bit many so i cant remember them all and this is the only place where i can save them. i'll probably delete this after i have reformatted my computer. or probably not, we'll see.

http://crs2.upd.edu.ph/

http://www.facebook.com/login.php

http://www.youtube.com/

http://www.urban-rivals.com/player/welcomeback.php

http://z8.invisionfree.com/justice_guild/index.php?

http://www.rarejob.com/professional/registration.php

http://pumpbr.net/

http://ro.thisisafuntime.com/

http://www.eradioportal.com/index.php?p=2&aid=1&sid=19&tid=2

http://www.animepaper.net/

http://www.mysoju.com/smile/episode-3/part-1/

http://ro.doddlercon.com/wiki/index.php?title=3rd_Classes

http://web.hc.keio.ac.jp/~fk061999/himeyasha/skill4/acb.html

http://pcij.org/

http://www.scribd.com/full/12058189?access_key=key-lz2cr9ja40659y7hvv3

http://xkcd.com/356/

http://kalokohan.guissmo.frih.net/jologs.php

http://www.formspring.me/calaimarie

http://www.shirts.ph/index.php

WOAH.

2009-11-20T21:28:00.002+08:00

wow. after along time nagpost ulit ako, ayun... next time na mga rants, at kwento. in the meantime i am active or at least always online at facebook. add me up waenramiel27@yahoo.com.

as if may nagbabasa nito haha

chuva,

2008-10-16T16:45:00.001+08:00

pasaway nanaman ako dahil uminom ako. kung saan at kelan eh sikretong malupit na yon. naghahanap kasi ako ng alcohol na hindi nakakapag pakati sakin. ang pinainom nila sakin lambanog yung methol whatever na mukhang karvo. masarap sana xa kaso nakaka 3 o 4 na tagay pa lang ako eh namumula nako. asar talaga. tipong lahat sila may tama na ako matino pa. anways ganun talaga. at least may taga awat. lols. yun siguro magiging papel ko sa mga inuman. referee lols.

lapit na LU LIVE. busy busy busy.

2008-10-07T22:15:00.000+08:00

EMo post amf

2008-10-06T22:06:00.003+08:00

im a scorpio. at ang mga scorpio ayon sa sabi sabi ay secretive. well tama naman yun masikreto talaga ako. lalo na pag may problema. di ko kasi ugali magshare sa iba ng problema ko. kaya nga nagtataka ako sa mga taong mahilig magkwento ng problema. siguro kasi ganon lang talaga sila at ganito lang talaga ako. ayoko kasi na may ibang taong nakakaalam hanggat maari gusto ko ako nag aayos. kaso minsan talaga di maiiwasan na hindi maganda ang maging ending. emo ko amf. wala naman makakabasa eh haha.

haays. dati di ko maintinidhan sila love potion, dustin, eriza, leon etc. mga naaapektuhan dahil lang sa RO. pero ngayon naiintindihan ko na sila. im not proud of what happened. pero ganun eh.

i miss him. and he doesn't care.

CARLAOLOGY

2007-08-10T20:40:00.000+08:00

Let others know a little more about yourself, repost "(your name)OLOGY"

Q: What is your salad dressing of choice?
A: yoko ng kahit ano na may mayonnaise and i don't like salad

Q: What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
A: Jobee? KFC?

Q: What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
A: Pizza Hut, hehe sit-down ba yun?

Q: On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant?
A: barya

Q: What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of it?
A: siomai sa FA weeeee!

Q: What are your pizza toppings of choice?
A: Ham, mushrum, cheese, cheese t madaming cheese, pepperoni din, tas stuffed crust waaa hindi topping yun XD

Q: What do you like to put on your toast?
A.: cheese!!! XD

TECHNOLOGY
Q: What is your wallpaper on your computer?
A: si Misa

Q: How many televisions are in your house?
A: 3

BIOLOGY
Q: Are you right-handed or left-handed?
A: Right

Q: Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
A: hairsa unwanted parts ahihi

Q: What is the last heavy item you lifted?
A: my bed, cabinet

Q: Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
A: no

BULLCRAPOLOGY

Q: If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
A: NUUU

Q: If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
A: karl marx. ahek juk lang

Q: What color do you think looks best on you?
A: hmm black? o blue

Q: Have you ever swallowed a non-food item by mistake?
A: err.. no

Q: Have you ever saved someones life?
A: no

Q: Has someone ever saved yours?
A: no

DAREOLOGY
Q: Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
A: depende kung anu klase kiss

Q: Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000
A: no

Q: Would you never blog again for $50,000?
A: hmmm kahit di ako active mag update mahirap parin.. hmm depende..

Q: Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
A: no XD

Q: Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
A: No.

Q: Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human's life for $1,000,000?
A: IIEEEEEE. NOOO.

DUMBOLOGY

Q: What is in your left pocket?
A: no pockets available ahehehe

Q: Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
A: movie ba yun?

Q: Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
A: Tiles

Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower?
A: stand

Q: How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
A: 3 yata

Q: Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
A: wala no!

Q: What do you want to be when you grow up?
A: engineer!! ahek

Q: Who is number 1 on your top 8?
A: God

LASTOLOGY

Q: Friend you talked to?
A: Andrei

Q: Last person who called you?
A: my mom

Q: Person you hugged?
A: mama ulet

FAVORITOLOGY

Q: Number?
A: 7

Q: Season?
A: lahat

CURRENTOLOGY

Q: Missing someone?
A: oo naman, madami

Q: Mood?
A: exhausted. mood ba yun?

Q: Listening to?
A: Umbrella, ellah ellah eh eh eh

Q: Watching?
A: my monitor while i type

Q: Worrying about?
A: my exam tommorrow!

RANDOMOLOGY

Q: First place you went this morning?
A: UP Diliman

Q: What can you not wait to do?
A: to graduate

Q: Do you smile often?
A: yes and no

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: yes and no

2007-08-01T22:07:00.000+08:00

weeeee may post ulet haha. kulang kulang yung questions neto O_o

100.WHAT’S YOUR PROFILE SONG & WHY?
dati My HAppy Ending, ngayon wala

99. DO YOU HAVE A JOB? IF SO WHAT ISIT?
none. estudyante pa lang

98.MIDDLE NAME?
Marino

97. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE?
oo

96. LIED IN THE LAST 24 HOURS?
Yes

95. BEST BREAK UP SONG?
I Love You, Goodbye
My Happy Ending

94. WHAT WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU TOOK AIRPLANE TO?
Ilo ilo

93. WHAT IS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix

92. WHAT MAKES YOU MAD?
ewan

91. WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE WHEN YOUGROW UP?
hmm engineer??

90. WHAT'S YOUR NAME?
Carla Marie

88. DO YOU HAVE A FRIEND OF THEOPPOSITE SEX YOU CAN TALK TO?
oo naman

87. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
none

86. WHERE ARE YOU NOW?
sa bahay

85. FAVE COLOR?.
blue black

84. WHAT DOES THE 7TH MESSAGE IN YOURINBOX SAY ON YOUR PHONE?
"sa tuesday na lang tayo magkita"

82. WHAT IS SITTING TO THE LEFT OF YOU?
my bag

81.WHERE IS YOUR DAD RIGHT NOW?
nasa ibang bansa

80. DO YOU HAVE ANY KIDS?
no

79. WHO IS THE 5TH PERSON YOU GOT AMISSED CALL FROM?
ewan either si imma o si mama

78. CLOSEST BLACK OBJECT?
my PC

76. CLOSEST SILVER OBJECT?
my ring

75. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?
no

74. DO YOU OWN ANY PETS?
none. di ako mahilig sa pets

72. WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU LISTENEDTO COUNTRY MUSIC?
uhm. do ko feel ang country music

69. WHAT ARE YOUR FEARS?
uhmm ewan snake? death?

68. WHAT CAN YOU HEAR NOW?
Toni Gonzaga's Catch Me I'm Falling For You song

67. HOW MANY DRUGS ARE IN YOUR SYSTEMNOW?
1 yata. ascorbic acid

66.WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?
pyjamas. sando.

64. LAST PERSON TO COMMENT YOU?
my boyfriend

63. DO YOU SING?
yes. when i'm alone

62. SCREAMO OR COUNTRY?
huh?

61. ROCK OR RAP?
Rock

59. WHO DID YOU LAST CALL?
my mom

58. WHO LAST CALLED YOU?
mom din

57. WHAT JEWELERY DO YOU WEAR DAILY?
ring, earrings, wristwatch

56. WHAT ARE YOU DOING NOW?
text,type

55. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED?
alam na..

54. WOULD YOU DIE FOR SOMEONE?
depende

53. LATEST THING YOU’VE RECENTLYLEARNED?
static friction

52. ARE YOU COLD NOW?
no

51. WHAT DO YOU SMELL?-
wala

50. IS ANYTHING BOTHERING YOU RIGHTNOW?
hmm sa ngayon yung prob set

48. WHAT ARE YOU DOING TOMORROW?
school, probset, siege

47. IF UR EX WANTED YOU BACK WOULD UTAKE HIM/HER BACK?
no

44. BED SHEET COLOR?
gray

43. CAN YOU SWIM?
onti

37. FAVORITE SMELL?
Calgon yung blue

36. EVER GONE A WHOLE DAY WITHOUTEATING??
dati pero ngayon di ko kaya yun

35. UNITED STATES OR CANADA?
baka US

33. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU FOUND OUTYOU WERE PREGNANT?
tell my parents

32. JEANS OR SWEATPANTS?
jeans

29. DO YOU HAVE SOCKS ON?
wala

28. DO YOU OWN BIG SUNGLASSES?
no

27. HAVE YOU CRIED SO HARD YOU MADEYOURSELF SICK?
yes

23. HAVE YOU RECENTLY TALKED TO AN EX??
no ^^

19. FAVORITE TV SHOW?
anime

18. DO YOU LIKE 80’S MOVIES?
no

15. WHAT KINDA MUSIC DO YOU LIKE?
kahit ano

13. BEST CITY YOU’VE VISTED?
Vigan

12. BEEN TO LONDON?
not YET

11. FAVORITE SCHOOL SUBJECT?
ahmmm lahat ng EEE (yes i'm being sarcastic)

9. BEEN TO COLLEGE?
currently nasa college

7. FAVORITE TIME OF DAY?
depende sa mood

5. SEEN ALL THE SPIDERMAN MOVIES?
yes ALL

4. WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO?
graduating college

3. EVER GOTTEN LOST IN THE DARK?
hmm yes and no

2. DO YOU SNORE/TALK/WALK IN YOURSLEEP?
hindi yata

1. ARE YOU AFRAID WHEN YOU'RE HOMEALONE?
i'm always home alone

no title

2007-06-20T19:43:00.000+08:00

Ngayon ay inimbak ng Blogger ang iyong mga draft!

yes tagalog. hehe.

hmmm kanina pumasok ako. 30mins late. umalis na prof. wala daw klase. amf sayang pamasahe. tapos ayun edi punta na lang ako sa admissions office para kumuha ng UPCAT form. (di ako kukuha ng exam ha XD) tapos may nagtanong sakin

Mrs. : Miss san ba nagpapasa ng bayad na UPCAT form?
Ako: Ah baka po sa admissions office, papunta din po ako dun sabay na kayo
Mrs : ah o cge salamat ha. estudyante ka dito?
Ako: ah eh opo (sabay ngiti)
Mrs : waaaw ang galing naman!! ano course mo?
Ako : ahehe sinuwerte lang po . ECE po.
Mrs : woooow e diba quota course yon?
Ako : ahehe opo (nahihiya nako)
(nagchikahan pa kami hanggang makaabot sa admissions office na sobrang haba ng pila, andami naghahangad makapasok sa PBB ay mali sa UP pala)

Ayun pagkakuha ko ng app. form eh umuwi nako. tapos may nakasabay ako sa jip na HS students na kukuha ng exam. tapos di nila alam kung san PNB. tapos ayun tinuro sa kanila ni manong driver tapos ayun sabi nila "Manong! dahil sa inyo papasa na kami!"

haha. tapos natuwa ako at naging proud kasi "haha! nakapasa nako!". tapos narealize ko grabe ang swerte ko nakapasok ako sa updil tapos ece pa. tapos ano lang ginagawa ko? binabagsak ko lang subjects ko. sobrang nahiya talaga ako. wala ako karapatan magmalaki na nakapasa ako dahil di ko naman pinapahalagahan yung chance na binigay sakin. haaayyy. nasayang yung oras ko, yung pera ng mga magulang ko. nakakapagtaka nga eh andito parin ako sa college ko. ibig sabihin may chance pa ako to redeem myself. haaayyy. ayun. aayusin ko na talaga. haayy. =_=

school. schmool.

2007-06-13T21:12:00.000+08:00

wenk. meron nakong 9 units. yes 7 na lang. lol.

yey updated na blog ko. ... ... wth

Pirates, Summer, Ogre, Spider..

2007-05-23T17:47:00.000+08:00

huh? whate else did i miss?
oh yeah the Mangaholix convention.. err sa multipy na lang yun together with the pictures.

anyway, yes i watched three movies this month namely those three sa title. Hmm ok naman lahat, Spiderman3=lovedrama+action, Shrek3=Weird+kindafunny, Pirates3=Johnny Depp is so HOT!! haha. weeee see what these three have in common? Their protagonists are all hot? err.. except Shrek. hehe joke lang. these were the movies' 3rd installments. weeee anlaki na siguro ng kinikita nila. especially spiderman. i wonder kung magkano kikitain ng pirates 3. malamang malaki as in MALAKI. Johnny Depp pa lang eh. lol ^^

ayun lang. and oh finals ko na bukas. haha. im dead.

so bored...

2007-04-30T13:55:00.000+08:00

nakakatamad. hayyy grabe. anhirap magsummer. wala kang pahinga. hehe. di naman ako pede magcomplain dahil ako pumili na magsummer ako. wooot.

IM BACKK ... finally

2007-03-21T17:12:00.000+08:00

yesss naayos ko na din blog ko. i have many things to write sana pero nakalimutan ko na yung mga topics dati pa.. anyway im back. at may multiply acct. na rin ako. yes back to civilization. hahha tae kasi yung zoto eh.. pics kooo huhuhu T_T

anyway ayun... buhay nanamn to and ayun. nu pa ba. wala na. haha. next time na lang ang mga kwento churva. weeee~

NOTICE:

2006-06-25T14:44:00.000+08:00

UNDER CONSTRUCTION

wee

2006-06-12T22:57:00.000+08:00

waw sophomore nako (pero medyo delayed). so how's my first year in UP? hehe. very uhmm.. memorable? kasi parang lahat ng lessons in life tinuro lahat nung first year ako. kung pano dumiskarte (sa Diliman talaga kelangan nito kundi mahuhuli ka). tapos dapat kung ano yung pwede mong gawin ngayon gawin mo na dahil hindi aasenso ang mga tamad. tapos kung panu makisalamuha sa iba't ibang tao AS IN IBATIBANG TAO. hehe. parang nireready ka na din para sa real world. hah! at natutunan ko din maghanap at magadjust ng iba't ibang mga bagay tulad ng sched. haha. tapos pinakamahalaga kong natutunan boys are evil. joke! hehe. inde.. pag nagmahal wag mo ibibigay lahat magtira ka para sa sarili mo. matagal ko na naririnig to pero ngayon ko lang talaga naintindhan yung meaning. tapos talaga palang bata pa tayo pagdating sa mga bagay bagay. hehe. aral muna. yup aral muna.

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2006-06-05T14:16:00.000+08:00

People cannot gain anything without giving something in return.

To obtain, something of equal value must be lost.

That is alchemy's first law of Equivalent Exchange.

crap

2006-06-02T18:29:00.000+08:00

matagal tagal narin no? haaiii.. i really am growin old.. waahh ayaw ko paaa... malapit nako mag18!!!! hmm... =_= e anu ngaun.. haayyy...

akin ka na lang

2006-05-02T18:20:00.000+08:00

Verse 1:

G# cm c# d#
'wag kang maniwala d'yan. 'di ka n'ya mahal talaga

G# cm c# d#
sayang lang ang buhay mo kung mapupunta ka lang sa kanya

Fm fm/e fm/d# fm/d
Ii wanan ka lang n'yan, mag-ingat ka

C# cm c#m d#
dagdag ka lamang sa milyun-milyong babae n'ya

Chorus:

G# cm c#
Akin ka na lang (akin ka na lang)

d# g#
Iingatan ko ang puso mo

cm c#
Akin ka na lang (akin ka na lang)

d#
Wala nang hihigit pa sa 'yo

(verse 2: do verse 1 chords)
(bridge: play fm- cm- c#- d#- g#- g#/g- fm- cm- c#- c)

di ko alam title

2006-04-24T17:14:00.000+08:00

One and only youIt took one lookAnd forever laid out in front of meOne smile and I diedOnly to be revived by youThere i wasThought i had everything figured outGoes to show just how much i know'bout the way life plays out...Chorus:I take one step awaybut i find myself coming back to youMy one and only, one and only you...ooh...Now i know That i know not a thing at allExcept the fact that i am yoursAnd that you are mineOoh They told me that this wouldn't be easyAnd noI'm not one to complain...(Chorus 2X)you..

wala lang.. tamad na talaga magedit.. para lang mabuhay tong blog.. wahehehe

paalala ::

2006-04-19T22:06:00.000+08:00

BUSY SI CALAI

i'm goin down.

2006-04-11T17:45:00.000+08:00

something strong and beautiful inside of me

wah i need to find her now..
as in now..
haayyy kamusta buhay ko?
mukhang patapon na.
xet. wah. mali to. waaahh.
the greatest revenge is success. wahaha anu? mali yata yun. may kulang. haha.
di ko na ipopost grades ko. hmm kasalanan ko din naman eh. huhu.
kelanagan bumawi. pak talaga. paakkk...

tickles churva

2006-04-04T22:07:00.000+08:00

Your inner rock star is Britney Spears!
Feel it, sweetheart; the rock star in you is all Britney—the envy of cheerleaders everywhere. One part girl next door, one part naughty sex kitten, you're definitely not as innocent as you look. And that is why nobody can get enough of you. You are the ultimate American girl with some serious staying power. Unlike other success stories, you and Britney are more than just a pretty face: you've got talent, confidence, and the brains to back it up. With a talent list like yours it's no wonder you're at the top of the popularity charts and young men's hearts. We love you. Shout out your inner Britney!
Who's Your Inner Rock Star?
Brought to you by Tickle

kalokohan yang britney na yan. haha. yung nasa baba pwede pa
ayan leon tinanggal ko na yung music. hehe. cge hanap ako ng bleach.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Does your name begin with: C

You are a very social individual, and it i s important to you to have a relationship. You require closeness and togetherness. You want the object of your affection to be socially acceptable and good-looking. You see your lover as a friend and companion. You are very sensual, Needing someone to appreciate and almost worship you. When this cannot be achieved, you have the ability to hold out on affection until you receive this.. You are an expert at controlling your desires and doing without.

OCTOBER

Loves to chat Loves those who loves himLoves to takes things at the centreAttractive and suaveInner and physical beautyDoes not lie or pretendSympathetic Treats friends importantlyAlways making friendsEasily hurt but recovers easilyBad tempered SelfishSeldom helps unless askedDaydreamer Very opinionatedDoes not care of what ot hers thinkEmotionalDecisiveStrong clairvoyance Loves to travel, the arts and literatureSoft-spoken, loving and caringRomanticTouchy and easily jealousConcernedLoves outdoors Just and fairSpendthrift and easily influencedEasily lose confidence

Scorpio

Turn ons Scorpio`s are full of passion and zest for life. They have tremendous drive that can involve you too. Tune in to their wavelength and you can enjoy the harmony and music in life with them. Scorpio`s are loyal and never forget a ki nd deed done by you. If you want to enjoy life with your Scorpio lover share their passion and intensity and you will be fascinated by how beautiful life can be with them.

Turn offs Scorpio`s are very passionate and intense but they are also fiercely possessive and would like to possess your mind, body and soul. Do not let seeds of jealousy grow in them because then you may have to suffer agonies of jealousy and discontentment in life. Scorpio`s have explosive tempers be careful how you handle them. They never let anyone know what is going on in their mind till they strike and you may be caught unawares. Do not flirt around in the presence of your Scorpio lover.

~pwede na rin~

entry to

2006-04-03T00:27:00.000+08:00

hmm.. sabi ng pinsan ko kanina. isang beses daw nakita niya yung frend nia na tulala. tapos nilapitan nia daw at tinanong kung anu problem. tapos yung wa;angya binara lang xa at sinabing pag ang lalaki tulala, tulala lang talaga. walang iniisip na kung ano o walang problema.
hehe

ganun ba yun talaga?

cmon guys iprove o i-disprove nio nga to

edited na

2006-03-29T19:27:00.000+08:00

invincible

I don't have nerves of steel
I have a heart that feels
I may have cried a milliontears
but I wont drown
I let myself unfold
Gave you my hand to hold
You took me beyond whereI could see
And then you let go of me. .

I was damaged by the fall
Got the wind knocked out of me
To be standing here at all
I must be invincible
I thought that I would break
But now I have come to see
Something strong and beautiful inside of me
I must be invincible. . .

I dont have X-rays eyes
Don't have a heart so wise
How could I have known
you'd let me down
If I had known that then
my eyes are wide open
I still believe I would've missed it

Ahh. . . its a blessing and a curse
Ahh. . . But you find out just what you've worth.

sa uulitin

2006-03-25T13:32:00.001+08:00

hindi maipinta ang aking nadarama
hindi maalis ang tamis ng mga tinginan

mas-a-alas dose na pala
ayoko pang kumawala
sa higpit ng mga yakap mo giliw ko

kung panaginip lamang ito
ayoko na sanang magising
tila isang paraiso tuwing ika'y kapiling
sa uulitin muli makapiling ka sa bawa't sandali
hindi maitatanggi langit sa'yong mga mata at mga labi
sana noon pa naransan
hinding hindi ipagpapalit kailan man
sa uulitin

naubusan na ng mga salita
nag-uusap na lang ang mga mata nakakamangha

nagtritrip hanggang umaga
saan man mapunta kuntento na
basta't kasama ka

[weeee.. ganda ng song na to no? wala lang. hehe. weeeee.....]

weee...

2006-03-23T09:46:00.000+08:00

ahahayyy.. tinatablan din pala ako ng sakit
hehe oh well.. may sakit tapos nagnenet pa.. ahahah!!!

haynako.. kagabi.. madilim ang paligid.. may tumawag sa pangalan ko.. aahaha!!
indi kagabi basta maaga ako natulog kasi nga may sakit.. tapos
ayun.. nanaginip ako..

~ sa isang mall:

siya: "bigyan mo naman ako ng karapatang magmahal ng iba. hindi na kita babalikan kahit kelan!!"

SILENCE. . .

ako: "Bakit ako ba wala akong karapatang magmahal??!!"

sabay takbo. . .

humabol xa. . pero hindi para icomfort ako ~

ayun, madami pa nangyari pero nakalimutan ko na eh. namann.. nananahimik ka tapos bubulabugin ka ng isang bangungot. hehe. buti na lang maysakit ako tsaka madami ginagawa. ahahaaayyy. .

2006-03-17T22:38:00.000+08:00

alam mo yung filing na sobrang wala ka nang lakas. hinang hina ka na. nanlalambot lahat ng muscle sa katawan mo. kahit simpleng pagangat ng kamay mo mahirap. e panu kung sinabayan pa ng panghihina ng ego mo. hindi lang ego.. yung inner strength cguro. tpos wala ka nang magawa kundi sumunod na lang sa agos. kasi kung hindi ka sumunod maiiwan ka. kahit sobrang ngarag ka na. sunod parin. kahit sobrang nasasaktan ka na sunod parin. di magtatagal masasanay ka rin. yung sakit na mararamdaman mo hindi yan mawawala. nandyan na yan forever sa sistema mo. akala mo lang nawala kasi sobrang nasanay ka na na nasasaktan. kaya balewala na.

pero magiingat ka. kahit sobrang sanay ka na, may epekto parin yan.

hindi mo nga mararamdaman, pero hindi mo namamalayan, unti unti ka na palang pinapatay.

ayaw ko ng mayonnaise

2006-03-15T16:16:00.000+08:00

Lumuha ka ng nagiisa, nakadungaw sa buwan.
Lumilipad ang isip mo,nakasabit sa ulap.
Ngunit bakit, pinilit, kung ayaw ko'ng masaktan?
Sinabe ko sa kanya, na 'di parin nililikha
ang katulad ko na parang timang,
at 'di mo parin maintindihan.
Malayo ang pagtitig mo, dala ng hangin.
Akala ko ay pwede pa na umasa sa iyo.
Ngunit bakit, pinilit, kung ayaw ko'ng masaktan?
Sinabe ko sa kanya, na 'di parin nililikha
ang katulad ko na parang timang,
at 'di mo parin maintindihan.
O bakit ba, pag wala ka na, ako'y kulang
Sinabe ko sa kanya, na 'di parin nililikha
ang katulad ko na parang timang,
at 'di mo parin maintindihan.

puyat = manhid

2006-03-11T05:31:00.000+08:00

5:35 na ng umaga
matutulog palang ako ng SANDALI
di ko man lang nagawa MP ko
tapos magrereview pa ako
T.T
ano ba tong ginagawa ko sa buhay ko

yang title.kasi, basta di pag puyat parang ala ka na sa sarili mo. tulad ngaun nagttype ako pero nakaktulog na ako habang nagttype. ahahaha. ayun, basta pag puyat wala ka nang ibang maramdaman kundi antok. hehe. naprove ko na yan. except nalang cguro kung nagpupuyat ka dahil sa lamay. malamang kahit sobrang pagod ka na mararamdaman mo parin yung lungkot. ah basta! hehe

matutuog nako. haayyy...

=(

read

2006-03-08T22:47:00.000+08:00

Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two

1. I love yo u not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you..

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

bakit spoliarium?

2006-03-06T22:45:00.000+08:00

Dumilim ang paligid
May tumawag sa pangalan ko
Labing isang palapag
Tinanong kung okey lang ako
Sabay abot ng baso
May naghihintay
At bakit ba 'pag nagsawa na ako
Biglang ayoko na
At ngayonDi pa rin alam
Kung ba't tayo nandito
Pwede bang itigil muna
Ang pag-ikot ng mundo
Lumiwanag ang buwanSan Juan
Di ko na nasasakyan
Ang lahat ng bagay ay
Gumuguhit na lang
Sa 'king lalamunan
Ewan mo at ewan natin
Sinong may pakana?
At bakit ba
Tumilapon ang
Gintong alak diyan sa paligid mo?
At ngayon
Di pa rin alam
Kung ba't tayo nandito
Puwede bang itigil muna
Ang pag-ikot ng mundo
Umiyak ang umaga
Anong sinulat ni Enteng at Joey diyan
Sa pintong salamin
Di ko na mabasa
Pagkat merong nagbura
Ewan ko at ewan natin
Sinong nagpakana?
At bakit ba tumilapon ang spoliarium
Diyan sa paligid mo?
At ngayon
i pa rin alam
Kung ba't tayo nandito
Puwede bang itigil muna
Ang pag-ikot ng mundo

darama mode? stress mode? nah.. hehe tawa na lang. para masaya.

that's the way it is

2006-03-04T17:17:00.000+08:00

I can read your mind
And I know your story
I see what you're going through (yeah)
It's an uphill climb
And I'm feeling sorry
But I know it will come to you
Don't surrender
'Cause you can win
In this thing called love

Chorus:
When you want it the most
There's no easy way out
When you're ready to go
And your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is
When you question me
For a simple answer
I don't know what to say (no)
But it's plain to see
If you stick together
You're gonna find the way
So don't surrender
'Cause you can win
In this thing called love

Chorus

When life is empty
With no tomorrow
And loneliness starts to call
Baby don't worry
Forget your sorrow
'Cause love's gonna conquer it all

breathing :: lifehouse

2006-02-26T00:27:00.000+08:00

salamat sa taong nagpaalam sakin ng kantang to
siguro inaalay nia to sa ibang tao at hindi sakin
pero asteg parin
senti pero atsteg
siguro kung hindi ikaw ang nagsabi ng kantang to magiging 'feel good' song ko to
anyway, parang gumagaan naman pakiramdam ko pag naririnig ko to
para sa mga hindi nakakaalam eto yung background music
gusto ko na xag palitan pero tsaka na

I'm finding my way back to sanity again
Though I don't really know what
I'm going to do when I get there
Take a breath and hold on tight
Spin around one more time
And gracefully fall back to the arms of Grace
I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside heaven's door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be I'm looking past the shadows
Of my mind into the truth and
I'm trying to identify
The voices in my head
God which one's you
Let me feel one more time
What it feels like to feel
And break these calluses off me
One more time

'Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside your door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be I don't want a thing from you
Bet you're tired of me waiting
For the straps to fall
Off your table to the ground
I just want to be here now
'Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside heaven's door and listen to you breathingI
s where I want to be
I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me'
Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside heaven's door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be

oh mehn

2006-02-21T22:41:00.000+08:00

hehe
masaya to, dapat masaya ung mood
kasi ganito yun, ung akala mong wala na. aba akalai mong meron pa pala! hahaha!! tapos one-sided pa! o di ba napakasaya nun! hehe nakakalungkot lang kasi hindi pwede ishare. so ikikeep ko n lang sa sarili ko. for the sake of art!! yeahh!! hehe.

(woooo .. bawal ang drama sa blog na tooo.. wooo)

hehe..

:'(

mata

2006-02-20T22:17:00.000+08:00

woooo..

kanina napansin ko pagtingin ko sa salamin ala ako pimples!!
wooooo..
syempre shinare ko un sa aking mahal na ina..
tapos ang sinagot lang niya.. "nagtaka ka pa, hindi ka yata inluv eh..!"
okei.. hindi na ako sumagot. haha! hmmm pati nanay ko inaasar ako. hehe

anu pa ba?
hmmm bkit mata title nito?
kasi ang mata hindi lang pangtingin sa paligid. pwede ring magsalita ang mga mata. wooooo kahit simpleng tingin may malalim na ibig sabihin. da ba? haha! hmmm pero ang golden rule ay wag magassume kaya. walang kwenta. haha. tsk.

anu pa?
bagong template. ala pa e. tsaka nah.

hmmm.. dami ko pasa ngaun. sa ulo tsaka sa kamay. di ko alam kung san galing. pero ok lang. wala namang pimples!!!! bwahahahaha!!!!

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2006-02-18T23:07:00.000+08:00

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hahaha!! adik na talaga..
gosh..
may dalawang paraan ng pagbibilang : sizeof at strlen

syeet ang pinagkaiba nila ung sizof sinasama nya ung null terminator(un ung nakatago)
kung ihahambing sa totoong buhay parang outlook in life yan eh. may dalawang paraan ng pagtingin sa buhay.ung isa panglabas o outer shell lamang ang 'binibilang' o nakikita. ung isa naman pati ung nakatago o hindi nakikita e 'binibilang' nia. minsan kasi ung ibang tao trlen ang ginagamit. ung nakikita lang ung binibigyang pansin.mali yan. dapat kasama pati ung hindi naipapakita kasi mahalaga din un. moral lesson: gamitin ang sizeof.

syeeett mlabong pumasa nakooo.. huhu major un!! waaahhhh ung mga magaling dyan. patulong na lang sa MP!!! huhu..

wooo medyo masaya tong araw na to, courtesy of leon!!! wooo!! hehe ib talaga pag mapera. nag-ps kami nila andrei,naruto wooo!!! yeah! dota (bano ako) tapos exceed!!! yeah!!
gbi nako nakauwi.. :D

woooo
gusto ko na nga pala mgpalit ng skin tulad ni gyver
maxado kasi bitter tong template ko. maghahanap ako nung may buhay.
(hmm e ung may gaara kaya? hahahahahaha!!! uyyy.. ay tinukso ung sarili)
shhh.. wala namang magbabasa nito eh!! hehe ;p

EEEeeww..

2006-02-17T22:03:00.000+08:00

anong ginagawa ko?
-eto nagpprint ng handout.. (pakitang tao lang yan)
-nakkpgchat kay claris at leon
-nakknig ng 97.1 (dahil pinagkait sakin ang pagkakataong manood ng fair{dahil sa lintek na eee11 na yan})

wooooo... exam bukas... haynku... wala lang.. aral na kasi

onga pala.. eto isang magandang rule sa buhay::

wag mag-assume

ayun lang. hehe.ay luma na pala yun.

woooo.. tagaUP akooo!!! woooo.. wala lang

narda :: kamikazee

2006-02-08T20:53:00.000+08:00

Tila ibon kung lumipad, sumabay sa hangin akoyNapatingin Sa dalagang nababalot ng hiwaga. Mapapansin kaya sa dame ng yong gingawa Kung kaagaw ko ang lahat may pag asa bang makilala ka Awit na nananawagan, baka sakaling napakikinggan, Pag ibig na palaisipan sa kanta na lang idaraan Nag aabang sa langit, sa mga ulap sumisilip Sa likod ng mga tala,kahit sulyap lang darna Ang swerte nga nman ni ding, lagi ka nyang kapiling Kung ako sa kanya niligawan na kita Mapapansin kaya sa dame ng yong gingawa Kung kaagaw ko ang lahat may pag asa bang makilala ka Awit na nananawagan,baka sakaling napakikinggan, Pag ibig na palaisipan sa kanta na lang idadaan Nag aabang sa langit, sa mga ulap sumisilip Sa likod ng mga tala,kahit sulyap lang darna Tumalon kaya ako sa bangin,para lang iyong sagipin Ito ang tanging paraan para mayakap ka Darating kayasa dame ng ginagawa Kung kaagaw ko sila paano na kaya? Awit na nananawagan,baka sakaling napakikinggan, Pag ibig na palaisipan sa kanta na lang idadaan Nag aabang sa langit, sa mga ulap sumisilip Sa likod ng mga tala,kahit sulyap lang darna Nag aabang sa langit, sa mga ulap sumisilip Sa likod ng mga tala,kahit sulyap lang darna

2006-02-02T23:51:00.000+08:00

oi! alas dose nah!
tumtakbo na si Cinderella pauwi sa stepmother nia. hekhek.

kapagod.

haha. pwede bang break naman? pagod nako, physically, mentally at lalonglalo emotionally.

ngayon sobrang alm ko na kung bakit maraming umaalis sa EEE. haller freshie pa lang pero medyo hirap nako ha. at madali pa daw yun. naisip ko madali nga kung seseryosohin at maayaos ang pagtuturo. kasi naman aerage lang naman ako!!!haayy.. dito ba talaga dapat ako? hmmm.. namann..

ayan, problema na ngah sa acads problema pah sa kadramahan. alam ko hindi na dapt iniisip mga gnung bagay. at nagawa ko namn xa ng ilang weeks/months pero cguro sobrang napuno nah umapaw na xng lahat!! di ko mapigilan emosyon ko, mga naiisip ko. parang kahapon lang?? inis talaga. unfair. so unfair.

pero naisip ko hindi naman unfair. (kasasabi ko lang na unfair kanina ah. omg anu?) kasi the wold has its own way of balancing itself. kaya may katumba ang nararamdaman ko ngaun. hindi ko lang narerealize. harhar. ------jowk lang. consuelo lang yan. para matuwa naman ako. o diba. make something that you can look forward to. di b. msarap isipin na mayroon kapalit lahat ng sakit. wala namang pumipigil sau. para kang gumagawa ng sariling purpose sa buhay. para masabi mo sa sarili mong meron kang silbi.

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bkt gnun. kung sino ung dapat na hindi gnun sila ung gnun. tapos ikaw na nga ung gnun, ikaw pa ung magiging gnun. bkit gnun? teka cnu ba naman ako pra kuwestyunin ang mga ganyang bagay pero para kasing wala na kwenta eh. bakit ka pa magppakagnun kung gnun n dn pala ang magyayari sau? sana hindi na lang. at least hindi naging gnun di ba? ibig bang sabihin wala kang karapatang maging gnun. bakit ikaw lang? bakit ikaw bakit hindi na lang iba? wala ka na ngang ginagawang masama. ikaw pa ung hanggang ngayon e ganun. samantalang ang iba dyan eh gnun nah. wala nng pakialam sa mundo.

anu nah? bitter ? OO. paksh*t. sasabihin ng iba 'anu ka ba sobrang tagal na nyan move on!' what the hell what do you know about moving on. what do you know about keeping every inch of pain to yourself? oh yeah i forgot. im supposed to ust let it go. well i wish it's as easy as throwing trash in the garbage can. but it's not. they'll tell you to move on, get over it, get on with your life.. what the hell that's what i've been trying to do these past few months. and it's not easy. espeially when you don't have anyone o help you. but i understand. everyone has his own life so i don't expect othe people to fix my problem of getting a life.

what do you know about how i really feel? nothing. coz no one really bothered to know how i feel.

in the end. it's all up to me.

2006-01-31T21:09:00.000+08:00

nakktamad magpost ngaun. isang salita lang ang pwede kong ishare sa inyu..

BUSY.

haa. lahat kasi busy. kahit sino busy. d ba?

gawa na nga pala blog ko!! yey!

tsaka nako magppost. ehh wala namang nagbabasa nito eh. c gyver lang! haha!

eeeee

2006-01-12T05:07:00.000+08:00

Your color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them — your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness — trust us, it won't kill you. Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the color for you.

simbang gabi p nga ba?

2005-12-30T10:05:00.000+08:00

Eto. Medyo late n tong entry n to pero pwede p naman dahil vacation season pa. Hehe. Simbang gabi. Tsk. Yup taontaon kinukumpleto naming to. Kaya lang ngayon namis naming ung dalawa due to oversleeping. Hekhek. Anyway, ayun ang gusto kong talakayin ditto e yung mga nagsisimba. Alam nyo naman n cguro kung cnucnu ang tinutukoy ko di ba? Yung mga rapok boys at mga f*ta girls na syoti ng rapok boys. Ewan ko ba, nung unang araw ng simbang gabi, aba nagmistulang mall ang labas ng Immaculada Concepcion sa dami ng kabataan. Wala namang masama dun. Ang ipinagtataka ko lang e bakit nakaharang sila dun sa labas hindi tuloy kami makapasok. At pagpasok naming sa simbahan. Geswat, nakaupo pa kami. Grabe talaga. Nung mga sumunod na araw e medyo kumonti pero marami parin sila! Ang tantya ko nga e 2:30 pa sila dun. (4:30-5:30 ung inaatendan namin)

Ngaun laitin naman natin ang suot nila.(cge tawagin niu na akong laitera, kalitlait naman kasi talaga) Ung mga lalake, ewan ko ba, pansin ko lang halos lahat naka-chucks. Fake man o hinde. Tapos naka-jersey hindi naman maglalaro ng basketball. Aba, at hindi na yata uso ngaun ung baggy pants. Ayon sa mga napapansin ko e fitting ang mga maong nila ngaun, cguro para Makita ung so-called chucks nila. Harhar iba naman ung nakatatak sa likod! Anu ung sbi ni imma? Harlem!! Harhar!! Matapos ang mga lalake, babae naman. Ewan ko ba. Ako lagi ako naka-jacket kasi sobrang ginaw talaga. Anu kayang meron sa balat nung mga babaeng yun at nakukuha nilang magspagetistrap, TUBE, at racerback. With matching mini-skirt pa ha, o kaya naman labas ung tyan. Hey I have nothing against these girls kung nagsisimba talaga sila. E nasa labas kaya!! Gnun ung suot tapos nasa labas?! Haler? Tapos aalialigid ung mga rapok boys n un. At buti sana kung nakikinig (may tv s labas ng simbahan na pwede mo Makita ung pari) e mga nagchichismisan lang e. obvious namang nkkpagflirt lang ung mga babae. Hindi ko sinasabing lahat ganyan ha. Kasi mron namang iba na nasa loob talaga ng simbahan at nagsisimba. Haynku, naghanap na lang sana sila ng ibang lugar para makapaglampungan sila. Hindi dun sa simbahan no.

crap (wrong grammar, wrong form, walang consistency)

2005-12-30T02:45:00.000+08:00

hmm.. i guess im back to my old self. oh well. shoud have gotten back a few months ago. it just that i wish i wouldnt. coz the feeling of not being alone is kinda addictive. yeah. haha. now i feel really REALLY lonely. but im good. besides i have been this way since i dont know when, and i survived. like i said its just sad coz ive experienced not being alone and i just miss it.

i really thought i found the one. but i was wrong. and oh stupid me i almost did it again. its really impossible to find sum1 wholl really always be there. or my standards are just high? no.. i dont think so. maybe i havnt found that sum1 yet. or maybe i hav but i havnt realized it. or i will not be able to find coz he doesnt exist.

but i swear if i find him, oh i really wouldnt let him go. hey, wait, i wasnt the one who has the hobby of just letting go. in fact i was the one who held on. and biliv me it wasnt a good move. u gotta know when to hold on, hold back, give space or let go. and that was my flaw. i nver knew when to do things wth specific people in specific moments. i just think of myself. and most of the time im dominated by fear. fear of rejection and loneliness. but hey look at me now. all alone. ironic huh.

this new year i wish everything would change. i wish to be happy. (am i being selfish or what) as in i want to feel real happiness. coz these past few months ive been reallyreally down. then something came and i thought, oh maybe this (or he) can help me remember how to smile. but then it turned out that i just hurt myself more. the broken pieces of my so called heart were turned into fine dust. however do i manage that? would it be whole again? nah. i dont think so.

rants..

2005-12-29T10:00:00.000+08:00

I am so busted in Chem16. hah! How can I pass that subject if I can’t solve a single problem?? Aarrgghh.. or maybe I’m just being harsh on myself.. wah!

weee

2005-12-27T15:05:00.000+08:00

hmm.

andami ko gusto ipost..
kaya lang tinatamad ako.. teka tinatamad nga ba? kasi.. tuwing naiisip ko na magoonlyn ako.. parang kinakabahan ako. parang nattkot.. wah.. oo.. takot.. lalo na pag sa blogspot o sa friendster. ewan. prang naddepress ako talaga.. dati pa to.. hmmm.. cmula nung gnun.. haayy... weird talaga... hmmm... may phobia n b ako sa internet? sa blog? s friendster? o sa kanya..

=(

aakalain mong tapos na.. hindi p pala.. kung kailan akala mong masaya k na.. kunwari lang pala un.. bigla bigla n lang susulpot sa isip mo.. yung mga bagay n ayaw mo nang isipin.. bakit gnun? sabi nila harapin daw ang kinatatakutan, wag talikuran ang problema.. pinilit ko namang harapin.. ngayon tapos na.. cguro.. may panibago nnamang problema.. pero pilit kong isinasantabi.. kasi un lang ang naisip kong paraan.. dahil ngayon.. natutunan ko.. na kahit anong gawin mo.. kahit anong pilit mong lumaban.. kung nakatakda kang masaktan.. mangyayari't mangyayari yon.. kahit anong gawin mong iwas.. tutumba't tutumba k parin.. nakakawalang ganang lumaban.. kasi wala rin naman pala.. kahit ibigay mo n lahat.. pwersa.. chakra.. wala talaga.. dati nisip ko.. okei lang un! at least lumaban ako.. pero ngayun.. naisip ko hindi okei yun.. kasi nandito parin ung injury.. ung resulta ng pagbibigay mo ng lahat ng chakra mo.. unfair? oo.. kasi lahat ng paniniwalan mo nabalewala.. lahat ng pinaghirapan napunta sa wala.. sa susunod.. hindi na.. wala nang susunod

ngayon ang dapat mong gawin ay bumangon.. nang hindi humihingi ng tulong sa iba..

kahapon

2005-12-17T18:43:00.000+08:00

Kahapon?

Anung mron kahapon.. double date ng nakaraan.. haha ice skating bowling.. hah!
Masasabi ko lang kkiba talaga.. halohalong emotion. Kahapon cguro ung araw na sobrang lahat na yata ng pwede mong mfeel e nafeel ko na.

Malungkot masaya asteg bored excited selos hiya inis galit sakit sarap hirap pagod mahal awa guilt inspired etc.

Kiba talaga.. tahimik daw ako.. kasi po wala naman ako masabi.. isa pa pinipigilan ko din sarili ko.. kasi pag bumanat ako malamang may halong bitterness un.. baka makasakit pa ako.. kaya wag na..

Saya ng party!

Mis ko n si stella.. ayun lang..

Regalo ni jeanine : the breakup diaries

Haha!

[try niu nga pala to sa MSWord:
1. Type in capitals Q33 NY. This is the flight
number of the first
plane to hit one of the Twin Towers.

2. Highlight the Q33 NY.

3. Change the font size to 48.

4. Change the actual font to the WINGDINGS]

kanina at kahapon

2005-12-15T21:47:00.000+08:00

Wah.. anung mron kanina? E di oblation run. Haynaku.. andami kong nakitang mga ulo.. ooppss.. totoong ulo po ung cnsabi ko.. hekhek.. puro ulo n nga lang nakita ko e! kahit torso yata wala.. kasi naman.. dami tao.. (malamang..) kaya ayun.. nandun b c rapi? Cguro.. haha!

Waaahhhh!!! Bagsak ako sa EEE31 1st long exam!!!! Huhu.. nkklungkot talaga..

Kahapon nga pala dumating ung pinsan ko na may asawa na.. sabi nya
-o Carla bat magisa k lang dyan?
-pumasok si mama e
-wala kang pasok?
-oo wala.
-dapat pag wala mama m nagdadala ka ng boyfriend dito sa bahay nyo
-ha ano?
-ikaw talaga, hindi ka marunong..
-nye..

wala lang.. weird.. ang bi.. haha!

ay.. malungkot nga pala ang buhay...

kelan kaya ulit sasaya? weeee... asa pa.

T.T

2005-12-14T14:14:00.000+08:00

haaayyy...

ang lungkot talaga ng buhay...

bat kasi asteeg?

2005-12-12T22:01:00.000+08:00

(dapat gitna to e.. ewan ko ba.. may virus yata tong blogspot s pc na to.. pwede b un?)

BRAVELY RUNNING THE WINDS OF CHANGE

.. and so we of this GREEK
lettered FRATERNITY
seeing that the WEAK
.. wallows in MEDIOCRITY
and that the MEEK
.. fades into OBSCURITY
therefore choose and SEEK
.. a path through NOTORIETY

.. for though we WREAK
.. havoc to CONVENTIONALITY
nonetheless we SPEAK
..with steadfast DIGNITY
that while others PEEK
.. at our naked MASCULINITY
we bullheadedly(wrong spelling sabi ng MSWord) STREAK
.. toward fabled HISTORY

yan ang nakalagay sa flyer ng APO.. para I-promote ang kanilang makasaysayang oble run.. haha! At sino ang nagbigay samin nyan? Sino pa e di si rapi! Hmm.. pagiisipan p daw nya kung tatakbo sya, haha kunwari pa, obyus naman na oo.. hmm.. manonood b kami? Di ko sure e. haha! Tsk.. sigurao namang madami pipol so we wont singit na no.. haha

eto.. may kaklase akong kamukha ni..

mron pa, kamukha naman ni..

kasi naman si rapi kinwento pa.. waahhh.. kelangang pigilan ang sarili.. hindi pwedeee..aarrgghh..

one fateful saturday

2005-12-11T21:48:00.000+08:00

Kahapon.

EEE31 exam naming. Long test yata un.. wah.. tungkol sa mga intrinsic semiconductors.. ohm’s law.. inductors.. transformers atbp. O di ba nagfiling ako n marami akong alam.. haaayyyy.. pinilit ko talagang magaral kaya lang nakatulog ako eh =p hehe anyway, ayun.. kasi naman.. bakit kasi letter A nagsimula ung apelyido.. tsktsk.. nadistract talaga ako kasi nakatabi ko pa.. bkt nga ba ako nadidistract.. kasi inis ako s kanya.. bkt nga ba ako inis sa kanya? Ayun ang hindi ko alam.. hahaha!! Pagkatapos ng exam ay wala akong kamuwang muwang na sumakay ng jip papuntang SM north. Aba! Kapag sinuswerte k nganaman o, hindi mo alam kung sno ang mga makakasabay mo. Haha! Wala lang natuwa lang ako! Hehe... sa dinadami dami ng jip.. talaga naman o.. haha! May ibig sabihin b un? Asus asa pa.. haha.. hindi p ako ready.. isa pa taken n xa..

Tapos pumunta kaming SM Megamall!!!!! Dahil birthday ni TinTin!!! Haha.. indi.. belated churva ni Smmeona.. ang mga kasama ay sina Dean, Dremon, Amandy, James, Imma, Ako at Jack! Ay jowk lang.. wala si jack.. hekhek.. pis tau!! Anyway, ayun nanlibre si Imma sa Kenny Roger’s.. e sino si Max? hahaha!! Salamat sa masarap na pagkain.. tapos xempre exceed to tha max.. hehe.. hindi mawawala un.. tapos eto na!! Nag-ICE SKATING kami!!!!!! Weeeeeeee.. tuwa talaga ako.. nung una sobrang wobbly ng legs ko.. muntik pa ako madulas!! Wa-poise talaga.. pero dahil sa mga mabuting mentors tulad nina Amanda, James at Dean medyo natuto na rin kami nila Andrei at Imma.. waahhh.. gusto ko bumalik dun!! Hehe.. wala nga pala si Dremon dahil nanood ng Maximo Oliveros.. required daw kasi sila manood.. asus!.. haha jowk..tpos exceed ulit.. indi.. indi kami maxado adik..

Ayun lang..tapos nung gabi.. ewan ko ba.. nadepes ako.. biglang whapack!! Depressed talaga.. bigla ko naalala.. biglang kong natanong anong ngyari samin??? takte.. sobrang bumulusok pababa talaga yung mood ko kagabi.. (BIG NIGHT panaman pinapanood ko) akala ko wala na.. unfair kaya.. bakit xa ba nararamdaman nia to? HINDE!!!! Hindi ko naman hinihiling na madepress din xa no.. gusto ko lang na makalimutan to.. takte.. why cant just fate let me be??!!! Alam ko okei n ako e!!! hindi p pala.. taena talaga.. tama ung pinsan ko at si centi.. akala mo lang nakamuv-on ka na.. pero kamala-mala mo biglang na lang bubunggo sau.. parang binagsakan ka ng nag-crash na jetplane.. haha.. ironic isn’t it? I hate life. I love life.

evanescence : thoughtless

2005-12-08T02:59:00.000+08:00

All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground

Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying when you're bloody down in front of me

All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger And you're down, down, down

Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying when you're bloody down in front of me

All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming

All my friends are gone,
they died (gonna take you down)
They all screamed, and cried (gonna take you down)
Never gonna forget, never forget, how we hate the world [x4]
(Gonna take you down)

All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
and Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming

All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming

bonjour! bonjour!

2005-12-01T20:32:00.000+08:00

Happy!!! Shalala..its so nice to be happy..

Bakit? Ayun ang hindi ko alam…
Kanina habang inuubos ko ang aking Zagu.. biglang may kakaiba akong naramdaman.. gumaan ang aking pakiramdam.. tapos naiisip ko.. ang saya ko.. wah! For the first time in months sumaya ako!!! At hindi ko alam kung bakit.. probably the caffeine.. Nye may caffeine b un? Hindi naman ung exceed dahil nafail agad ako dun.. at lalong hindi dun sa kasama ko no.. di ko alam.. pero natutuwa ako.. cguro napagod din ung sistema ko sa sobrang kadepresan kaya.. sabi cguro ngaun hapy naman!!! Hmmm.. asteg talaga.. tapos paguwi ko gud mood si mama kahit late nako umuwi.. at andami pang dvd!!!! Saya talaga..

Kaya lang ngaun medyo nagsusubside na xa… hmmm pero asteg talaga.. asteg ung feeling.. wow.. I never thought I would forget the feeling of happiness.. as in ung totoong happy.. salamat.. kung ano o cnu man ang may gawa nito.. haha..

Sana hindi na bumalik sa dati.. un ang ikinakatakot ko e.. kapag sumasaya ng ganito.. kaya lang nagwewear out na ung filing.. pero okei lang!! Basta asteeg!!

hiling by:paramita

2005-11-17T20:21:00.000+08:00

Nahihirapan na ang aking isip
Nauubusan na ng sasabihin sa 'yo
Nanlalamig na ba ang pag-ibig mo sa 'kin, giliw

Nalilito ako
Nais kong sagipin ang ating nalulunod na pag-ibig
Ngunit handa akong palayain ka

CHORUS
Kung ito ang iyong hiling
Gaano man kasakit sa akin, ibibigay sa 'yo
Ang tanging pakiusap lang, 'wag mo akong kalimutan
Kay rami pang dadaan na pagsubok sa ating pag-ibig
Kakayanin ko kaya babawiin ko
Ang mga nasabi na masasakit na salita

Kung ito ang iyong hiling
Gaano man kasakit sa akin, ibibigay sa 'yo
Nanlalamig na ba ang pag-ibig mo
(Nanlalamig na ba ang pag-ibig mo) [3x]

[simple lang ung kanta pero nakkrelate ako.. sobra... tanga n kung tanga.. haha... ]

Wake Up by:Mojofly

2005-11-16T19:58:00.001+08:00

Walkin' lost
Holdin' a cigarette
Nowhere to go
Thinkin' of you 'cause there's nothin' else to do
My mind is a waste and gets harder to start anew

REFRAIN
Shattering moments make it hard to face the truth
Still you're there waitin' for something
Wantin' to feel still the same thought
Playin' inside your head making you breakdown and cry

CHORUS
Wake up, reality bites
Can't move, just slide down and crash
'Cause I am breakin' down

INTERLUDE

Struggling with the thought
Still lyin' down with the same burden, ooh
I want this to change
I want this to go away
I'm still all by myself now with only a memory

[Repeat REFRAIN]
[Repeat CHORUS twice]

BRIDGE
Lyin' in a different bed
Feeling the past just haunting me
Hoh, flashes inside my mind
Over and over again, I feel insane

galing no?...

ngarag..

2005-11-10T22:11:00.000+08:00

yup..
nakkngaragg talaga..
pero okei lang...
manhid na eh..
haha..

reg

2005-11-09T21:40:00.000+08:00

Araw ng registration.. taena.. parusa talaga.

Nung Monday xempre form5A muna. Tapos form 5, pero hindi ko matapos form 5 ko kasi hindi p kumpleto subjects ko dahil dun s lintek na eee11 na yan. Tapos hapon p ung sched ng enlistment nya kaya naghintay p ako. Tsk. Tapos, nung nageenlist nako, wah dalawang sched n lang ang pwede! At tinamaan p chem16 ko! Kaya kelangan iresched ang chem16 dahil xempre priority ko ang eee11. tapos ayun, wed p daw ang sched ng enlistment bumalik pa ulit ako.

wednesday. Taena. Dumating ako ng 9:00 kasi sked ng chem16 pag A-E ang surname mo ay 8:30-10:00 tapos pagkatapos ng 2 oras ng pagpila ko dun, hindi n daw pwede ang A-Z. ano?! Bumalik n lang daw ng 3:15. wah, habang nakapila nakipagfrends ako… wahaaa.. at karla din pangalan nya! Haha. Tapos nung hapon, pila chuva tapos nung nandun n ako at kausap ko n ung prof dun walang sched n kasya! Wah… kaya umalis nako.. tapos sabi ni andre dapat daw nagisip muna ako.. kaya ginamit ko ang aking powers. Buti n lang nandun si karla. Nyahahah.. sumingit ako s pila!!! Waha.. nakakahiya talaga.. tsk.. para s chem.!!!! Ayun nakuha ko ung chem. Pero kelangang icancel ung pe at ge ko. Tsk talaga. At dahil underloaad ako kelanagang maghanap ng ge. Kaya nilibot naming ang as. Ayun, buti na lang may slot p s kas1. yeah.

Ganyan magpreg s diliman.. wag n ung details.. madugo maxado.. haha… indi p ako tapos… postadvising, checking at assessment pa. Pero sandali n lang un, tapos bayad na!!! Yey!! Haha.

{lyfblog} :: reg bukas

2005-11-06T16:50:00.000+08:00

haayy.... after ng isang makabagbag damdaming entry eto naman..
ano to?
wala lang...
tsk...
reg bukas..
kulang ako ng isang major.. EEE11
wah.. taena.. pno un?
di ko alam kung aan isisingit ung powtek n major n un dahil sobrang puno n ng sched ko..
tpos hindi k pwedeng mamili s kanyang lec dahil lahat 4--6 ang sched.. wah.. watalyf

eto.. naisip ko.. isa s mga theory ko s buhay.
kapag malungkot ang isang aspeto, masaya ang isa. balance of nature. yin and yang.
kaya kung masaya lablyp, malungkot family. yan ung naobserbahan ko. tpos kung may problem lablyp masaya family. tpos ung skul and frends kasama n dyan s balance churva. pero ngaun.. parang nawawala s balance. bumibigat ung isang side, parang lahat ng aspeto ng buhay ko napapariwara. hmm.. pero simula p lang naman ng sem. kaya.. maaga pa para magreklamo.

ui! speaking of reklamo, may bago akong blog, http://reklamadorako.blogspot.com ayan, kasi asteg ung skin e, sobrang ako. pero blog ko parin to. pareho kong ggmitin.

ayun lang. mood ko ngaun, wala. tsk..

im numb.

AAAAARRGGHHHHH!!!!!!

2005-10-30T10:58:00.000+08:00

i am so not alright...

aarrgghhh..

bat gnun?!

bat gnun?!

bat gnun?!

waahhh... nkklungkot... nkkdepress.. its so unfair... bakit sobrang ONE-SIDED??!!

well wala naman akong karapatang magexpect... but its so darn hard!!! naawa nako sa heart muscles ko kasi sobrang pagod na.. and i cant do anything about it.. aaarrgghhh...

how can something so wonderful can turn into something so awful??!! torture talaga.. arrgghhh TORTURE!!!
nownow... im trying to help myself here... pero kahit anung gawin ko its no use! tell me!! anung ginawa mo?!! how can you moveon like that??!!! leaving me here helpless and alone!!!! uhh.. jowk lang ung last sentence. pero aarrgghh... hindi ko maintindihan. pil ko ang tagaltagal na pero its not getting any better. its getting worse!!! worse than i thought!!!

waahhh... madaya.. ironic.. dati kahit sobrang pangit ng araw masaya parin.. pero bt ngaun i have reasons to be happy pero hindi ko magawang maging masya!!! madaya talga.... may tlepono n kmi!! =( may net n kmi!! =( bday ko!! =( hmm.. it was the most painful birthday greeting na natanggap ko.. pathetic di ba? i'\m supposed to be happy!!!! bt gnun??

alam niu un? frozen sleep? hypothermia? ahayy...

im so messed up.. and im fallin apart

a little help please...

amp

2005-10-18T18:50:00.000+08:00

amp.
yun lang po.
amp.

haha. indi.. meron talaga akong gustong sabihin at ilabas. pero hindi ko alam kung ano. wah. nevermind.

tsk. kainis preenlistment. ang hirap pala kahit maaga ka! kasar talaga... nakikitang kong pangit ang sem na to. at pangit ang susunod kong kaarawan. haha.tawa na lang. at least buhay pa di ba.

anu magandang background song para sa aking blog? hekhek.

eto pa pala. masarap manghack! buwahaha. haayy.. kaya lang.. wahehe.. ilabu wap! yeah.

hui. eto mga taong nakakausap ko ng masinsinan lately:
centi - madarama. matino kausap. medyo bias. hekhek. pis tau. pero matino talaga. medyo may konting gaguhan pero nakakapagbigay naman xa ng advice na matino. pro bat kaya sa sarili nya hindi nya maapply? jowk! hekhek. ang ultimate goal nya (at ako rin) maging mature! hehe. asa. jowk ulit! ayun.
cris - o diba? after 4 years ngaun lang kami maxado nakapagbond. hmm.. asteg din mga cnasabi nito eh. hehe. matino. dami ko narealize. hehe.
matt - tsk xempre pinaguusapan namin lablayp. at bukang bibig e cza. anu pa nga ba? pero marami din akong narerealize pag kausap ko tong kumag nato. hekhek.
leon - haayyy.. isa pang mukhang jen. jenjenjen. hehe. pero masaya ako para sa kanila. grabe pag ito naman kausap mo, maawa ka sa kaaway mo dahil sobrang mang-gnun nito. hehe. mura ang aabutin kahit kaibigan. oopss.. tama na. world peace. hehe.
jamie - hehe. as usual.. xempre alam nito e. waha. matino rin tong magadvice kasi galing na xa dun! waha.. anyway.. puyatpuyat. para sa lecheng math! hekhek.

salamat sa inyung lahat!!! aynku stela.. miss na kita! hehe.. ayun lang..

eggpieeee!!!! masarap ang eggpie.

salvation vs. pretention

2005-10-02T14:54:00.000+08:00

kahapon may kwento sakin si jeanine.. kasi natutunan nya to dun sa ACLE nila. ayan. kasi yung ACLE nila ay about sa pakikipagusap sa ANGELS. hehe. at ang nagturo sa kanuila dun ay prof. sa archi na nakaexperience nang makausap ng kanyang angel. asteg no. ayun eto ung kwento nya.

kasi daw lahat daw tayo bago maging tao ay mga spirits na naninirahan somewhere. hindi nya sinabi kung heaven e, basta somewhere. tapos ayun.... (sh*t gemini tugtog..) tapos nung spirits pa lang tayo, desisyon daw natin ang manirahan dito sa mundo para makaexperience ng mga bagay2.ayun. in short tayo ang pumili na pumunta dito sa earth with permission ni God syempre. tapos tayo daw ang nagsulat ng gusto nating buhay dito sa mundo. (kwento lamang po ito...) tapos dahil sa hindi na natin matatandaan ang lahat ay nangkontrata ang spirit form natin ng angel para iguide tau in case na malihis tayo ng landas at hindi masunod ang isinulat ng ating spirit form. hehe. ayun. at you can have as many angels as you want depende daw sa needs.

asteg di ba. asteg isipin na may angel kang kasama. gusto kong maniwala dito lalo na sa panahong ito. hehe. kailangan ko talaga ng kausap. at if ever makita ko nga ang angel ko, kung nasa matino akong pagiisip ang itatanong ko sa kanya unanguna ay totoo ba ang Diyos? anong hitsura nya?? pero sa ganitong pagkakataon iba, ang itatanong ko ... bakit ganito ang nangyayari? anong dahilan? pakiexplain kasi hindi ko maintindihan.. hehe. sana naman masagot nya yan if ever. hehe. pero on the other hand hindi ba parang gawa gawa lang to ng tao? para masabi nilang kahit nagiisa sila ay may angel parin sila? di b parang naghahanap lang sila ng escape o lusot sa kung ano mang kalungkutan o karamdaman na nagfifeel nila? hehe. parang tanga di ba? making something up just to make you feel good. pero kung wala na talaga siguro nga mapipilitan kang maniwala. kahit ako, marami mang facts of science na sumusulpot sa isip ko at nagsasabing imposible, meron bumubulong sakin at nagsasabing maniwala ako.

bahala na...

hindi.

masaya.

bakit.

masakit.

bakit.

masaya.

hindi.

ANG SAYA-SAYA NOH??!!!

2005-09-29T15:37:00.000+08:00

huaw... hmmmm... napakasayang araw ng wednesday, Sept. 28, 2005. haaayyy... Lord naman... hindi ko na nga kinakaya ung parusa Mo... dadagdagan Nyo pa... waaahhh... indi naman po sa nagrereklamo ako pero... pwede namang ako lang... wag na ung iba. haaayyy... hindi love moves in mysterious ways kundi.... LORD MOVES IN MYSTERIOUS WAYS... ngaun mas lalong hindi ko na alam ang gagawin...sobra... waaahhh...akala ko pa naman mababago ko na tong skin ko... gnun b ako kasama? ...bkit binigay pa kung mawawala rin pala? ...

2005-09-19T18:59:00.000+08:00

fear, yep... this word's written all over me. and i hate it. ironic ung title. haha. kainis talaga. it seems that i fear everything around me. everything that happened in the past, that is happening now, and most especially what will happen inthe future. i fear all of them. haynaku talaga.

pero ang totoo. isang bagay lang naman ang kinatatakutan ko. the fact that i fear admitting it ay isa nang proof na im fearing it talaga. huh? anu? waaahhh... ayoko na.. pero takot din akong sumuko... arrrggghhh.... asar talaga... di ko n alam... haha. tawa na lang. lagi naman e. hehe. masaya naman ako e. kaya lang siguro gnun talaga. u cant be sobrang happy as in HAPPY. kasi ngaun i have all the reasons to be happy. what's stopping me is my fear. hehe. pil ko hindi na mawawala to e. tsk. sana naman mawala na talaga xa. haha. kasi kasama nung fear ay ang negative outlook.... uhh tama b un? basta pg may fear lhat negative! and its baaddd... and its killing mee... haha...

ayun lang... hekhek...

sana.

tumagal.

masaya.

ako.

tayo.

lahat.

masaya.

insecurity...

2005-09-14T16:43:00.000+08:00

wala lang... wala namanng kuneksyon dyan entry ko ngaun! pero... aarrggghhh... im full of gnyan.. haha..

Ewan ko ba kung bakit

Mahirap ibalik

Sa original na hugis

Pag nalusaw na sa init.

Parang tiwala pag nasira na

Mahirap nang ayusin pa

Di kayang ipagdikit

ang tiwala Pag napunit

haha... hindi naman cguro.. hehe... i'll elaborate next tym... nitatamad ako wehe...

hmmm

2005-08-23T18:51:00.000+08:00

waha. eto nanaman ako. masaya. pumasa ako sa 2nd lt sa ES1. grabe. hmmm. at nasa point na ako papunta sa sobrang kasiyahan. pro natatakot ako. di tulad dati na sige lang kasi hindi ko alam tatahakin kong daan. uhh, well medyo alam ko pero, hindi ko narealize na gnun KA_ _ _ _ _. haha. pero ngaun e may preview na ako. t!&#%^ muntikan palang un ha, pano kung tuluyan na?! hmm. kaya nakakatakot talaga. mahirap balikan, ni ayoko na nga isipin e. ayun. tappusin ko na kaya? jowk lang! parang sinaksak ko sarili ko pag ginawa ko un! hehe. ewan. either way gnun din cguro. pero mas masaya ung isang daan! haha. basta, bahala na si batman. ngak. ayun. hehe.

masaya.

sana...

magtagal...

sana...

kau din...

masaya.

ahihi

2005-08-15T19:07:00.000+08:00

i feel lighter than usual... nyahaha... salamat sa damo... *jowk* hmmm tsaka ko na lang ipopost ung review ko sa harry potter and the half-blood prince... 12 mins na lang e... ;p

cho chang

2005-08-15T19:00:00.000+08:00

~katie leung~
yan c cho chang?!!!

oo!!!

waha... la lang...

strong enough

2005-08-06T16:43:00.000+08:00

As I rest against this cold, hard wallWill you pass me by?Will you criticize me as I sit and cry?I had fought so hard and thought that all my battles had been wonOnly to find the war has just begunIs He not strong enough?Is He not pure enough?To break me, pour me out, and start againIs He not brave enough?To take one chance on mePlease can I have one chance to start again?Will my weakness for an hour make me suffer for a lifetime?Is there anyway to be made whole again?If I'm healed,renewed, and find forgiveness find the strength I've never hadWill my scars forever ruin all God's plan?Is He not strong enough?Is He not pure enough?To break me, pour me out, and start againIs He not brave enough?To take one chance on mePlease can I have one chance to start again?He took my life into his hands and it turned it all aroundIn my most desperate circumstanceIt's there I've finally foundThat You are strong enoughThat You are pure enoughTo break me, pour me out and start againThat You are brave enoughTo take one chance on meOh Thank You for my chance to start again

nyahahaha... mabasa nyo kaya?? ^_^

mata - mojofly

2005-08-06T16:42:00.000+08:00

Kamusta na, nandyan ka pa ba Wala na yatang magagawa kundi tumawa Nandyan pa ba mga ala-ala Ang tanging bagay na naiwan sa 'ting dalawa

'wag na paikutin ang isa't isa Lahat ng bagay ay malinaw na Hindi na rin kailangan pagpilitan pa 'di mo na kinakailangan pang magsalita Chorus Nakita ko na lahat ito Pinahihiwatig ng mata mo Salamat na lamang sa iyo

ahehe

2005-08-06T16:26:00.000+08:00

wala lang. olats pala gyver ha. paki mo! nyaha jowk. gudlak n lang sa buhay-buhay. sabi m nga sa entry mo... why? huh? anu koneksyon? nyahahaha....

why cant we just get what we want and be happy? ...

i found refuge in music

2005-08-03T19:02:00.000+08:00

hmm.. i feel much better now kesa nung mga nakaraang linggo. hehe. medyo nakakafocus n ako sa pagaaral ko ngaun. syaaakkksss... math17!!! ayun.. tawa na lang.. although minsan naiisip ko talaga ang mga bagaybagay at talagang napakaraming tanong. ang ginagawa ko na lang ay makinig ng music. ung na-compile kong cd. asteg talaga un. ewan. basta pag naririnig ko ung mga kantang un e gumagaan pakiramdam ko. wahehe. ayun.

walang magawa...

2005-07-24T15:44:00.000+08:00

may gusto pa akong sabihin pero hindi ko masabi. cguro dahil nandito ako sa pc shop at maraming tao ang nasa likod ko na maaring bumasa ng aking entry. anu? haha. basta wala akong magawa. kailangan ubusin ang nalalabing 30 mins. haha. tumitingin lang ng blog ng ibang tao. hmmm. ung iba hindi updated. haha. parang ako updated ah. hmmm. ayun. dami pang gagawin. plates, reaction papers. haha. tawa n lang. bakit kailangan ng sigsheet? haha. anung koneksyon ng IE s ECE, parehong may E. haha. sana makasali n ako dun sa org. para may pagkaabalahan. hmm.. aun lang..

madrama ito..

2005-07-24T15:03:00.000+08:00

sa momentum po punta kau... may entry ako dun...

anu?! anlabo...

2005-07-18T15:48:00.000+08:00

oo.. gnun na nga... matapos ang isang napakagandang panaginip ay nagkaron naman ng isang napakasalimuot na bangungot. ang problema ay hindi ako magising. para kasing isang pangungusap na hindi mo alam kung ano ang ilalagay sa huli. hindi mo malagyan ng tuldok ... exclamation point !!! question mark ?? kahit man lang slash /// pero pwedeng lagyan ng comma ,, dahil hindi pa tapos. hindi ko alam kung kelan matatapos. at kung anong kalalabasan.

kasi biglang naging ganon.. hindi ko talaga maintindihan...

tsaka n lang ulit...

...

2005-07-13T14:04:00.000+08:00

waaaaahhhhh... hanlabooo.... huhu.... nkakadepress tlga..... huhu.... waaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh.......

hohum

2005-07-10T12:20:00.000+08:00

waaaahhhh... nkkinis... kulang talaga sa oras.... anyway... pnagkakaabalahan ko ngaun ay ang freebrowsing sa wap outside globe. sana lang matutunan ko na xa. oi! momentum sori talaga.... mahirap ang walang net... huhu... babawi ako pwamis! aja!

calai signing off....tooooottttt....

waha

2005-06-20T15:47:00.000+08:00

ayan ayus n ulit blog ko... tagboard na lang.... wahaha...

....aaarrggghh...

2005-03-05T13:05:00.000+08:00

asarr ala ako net sa bahay.... haynku.... anyway... nyaahahaha pasado ako sa UP!!!!!!! yeah... kya lang gnun.... *sigh* pro hiinde... ppsok xa sa up!!! dpat!!!! nyahahahahha.... hmmm..

...

2005-02-14T01:29:00.000+08:00

Misery is just a test to make you stronger. It’s not the end of the world. As long as you live you must not let misery take over you. It’s just an introduction to something that’s really good. There are yet better things to come. You just have to wait.

intrams...

2005-02-09T20:39:00.000+08:00

nyahahaha... 69-26 talo kyuri.... hayyy... medyo ksad... indi ko nafil pagkapanalo ng bec... ahehehe... pro gnun... nyahahaha gnun tlaga, may natatalo may nananalo... ahehe... nu pa b? sa volleyball dpat manalo bec sa edison... kasi kung hindi .... waaaahhhh... tsamba.... wahuuuu... mgaling din nman players nmen a... nahahabol nila ung bola.... hehe go becurie!!!!!! haaayyy...
nkkapagod mag-cheer. tpos ako dalawang team pa ung i-cheer ko. nyahahaah...

ala na...

wahuuu...

labshuuu!!! hehe....

2005-02-07T21:08:00.000+08:00

What Does Your Name Mean?
CARLAMARIEAñAGO
C is for Chipper -----------huh?
A is for Adaptable --------prang..
R is for Remarkable ------yeah..
L is for Loving -------------uh-huh...
A is for Astounding ------ows?
M is for Magnificent -----haha!!
A is for Articulate ---------inde a!
R is for Rich -----------------no!no!no!
I is for Impressive --------sumtyms
E is for Enjoyable ---------sumtyms ulit
A is for Adaptable -------kinda...teka umulit to a...
ñ is for -----------------------bat ala?! hmmm... ñutiful...nyahaha
A is for Amazing ---------of course...hehe
G is for Glittering ---------kumikinang b ako?!
O is for Outgoing ---------not really...

Your Element Is Earth

You excel at planning and strategizing.
You could be a champ at chess or Survivor.

Well grounded, you are able to be realistic and rationalize.
On the inside, you have a hard core. It's tough to phase you.

You are super productive, and you are able to think anything through.
Focused and super charged, your instincts are a good guide for your next step.

You Have A Type B Personality
B

You're as laid back as they come...
Your baseline mood is calm and level headed
Creativity and philosophy tend to be your forte

Like a natural sedative, you have a soothing effect on people
Friends and family often turn to you first with their problems
You have the personality to be a spiritual or psychological guru

(tsaka ko na lalagyan ng comment ung iba...nyahahaha...)

volley...intrams...

2005-02-07T21:00:00.000+08:00

heyyy...nanalo bec s basketbol against edi!!! nu yon???!!! c centi nagpatalo??!!! haaayyy...hehe gnun tlaga...ksi nman....carlo at eljon dw e... nyahaha...tpos eto malupet.....

volleyball: bec V dar
winner: BEC

o di ba... sobrang unexpected... ang gling ng players ng darwin e... masasabi mong tsamba... pro medyo nagpa easyeasy lang ksi darwin e... di nila mxado sineryoso... kya gnun... pro di ko nman sinasabing bano ang bec.. hehe nsa sitwasyon lang yun.... at tmang oras, timing, cheer (na sobra sa bec) at abilidad (na mron ang darwin). hehe di bale... may pgasa p nman e... gud luk n lang sa bec... tpos nanalo daw sa vball ng edi V cur ay edison.... nyahahaha bumawi yta si centi.... woohoohoo...

late na...

2005-02-04T01:04:00.000+08:00

huawww...anong oras na??!! haaiii...wala tlga ako ksama dito ako lang magisa... nyahahaha... hmmm lagi nmang gnun. at nagaaral ako! pero may hawak na nobela! at natapos ko ng isang gabi to! nyahaha... kasi nman simple lang ung story kya mdali basahin. kasi tungkol xa sa isang girl na napunta sa isang mansyon sa Schwerinborg. haha. ayun tpos dun pla nakatira ung prince at nging sila...nyahahaha kay imma ko nhiram ung buk at ang title ay...(drumroll...) ROYALLY JACKED. PERIOD. nyahahaha...pish tau imma kng mabasa mo man to...hmmm... ayun napakatypical n fairy tale story na pinapangarap ng marami. na hindi naman nagkktotoo. nyahahaha...basta ako eyng!! ngaaral...ngaun ng research!!!! haayyy...chem...hmmm maglalaba pa ako mamya!!!! huaw. ako maglalaba?!!!?? haha... at di ko alam kung anong kakainin ko. bahala na mamya... nyahaha... saya tlga neto... bagsakan tlga ung mga test knina... asarrr... sna nman mamya medyo mgbago ang aking kapalaran...haiii korni....

2005-01-21T20:26:00.000+08:00

ilabshu!!!!!

haaiii...

2005-01-20T22:11:00.000+08:00

waahoooo... grabe naman tong araw nato... kkpgod... mraming nafil, nalaman, nangyari, etc...

nalaman ko, sa mga onahong nhhrapan ka, hindi ka pwedeng umasa sa ibang tao, dpat matutong tumayo sa srili. at pag ngiisa at wlang karamay, wag nang umasang may dadating dhil wla nman tlga. nkkdisapoint lang...

cguro parusa n rin skin un kc msama ako... bwahaha... *sigh*

napaka-ironic ng buhay...

pro salamat... sainyo...

...ack...

2005-01-18T21:02:00.000+08:00

haayy...jowk tym lang pala ung uste... pro totoo daw un e...

waahhh... due to insistent public demand ay mahirap daw iload ung blog ko dhil sa pics...

kaya babawasan ko...wahehehe...

uste!!

2005-01-16T22:13:00.000+08:00

bwahahaha...pasado ako!.. napaka unexpected... nice! hmmm...sana sa up gnun din... haaayy.... mishhu n po.... waaahhh... hehe...

barayeti syow

2005-01-15T08:52:00.000+08:00

huaw...salamat tapos na ren bwahahahaaha... skit ng katawan kohh... grabe... kagabi sobrang nagwawala mga prendly prends ko... nyahaha... saya...! kaya lang gnun... =( haayyy... hirap talaga ng ganito.... pro kaya yan... AJA!!! xnxa tlga... at salmat...

onga pla... sa mga dakilang DI nmin... mga sINDAK... nyahahaha... salamat sa pagtuturo... jeni pahinga ka na... hehe kaw din jmi.... haayyy....

soulful acoustic

2005-01-09T22:22:00.000+08:00

MYMP - Awit Ng Saya

Dahil sayo natagpuan ang kasiyahang inaasam

Ibinigay mo sa akin ang dati'y laging pinapangarap

Ipinadama ang yakap na walang kasing saya

Hayaan mo akong umawit, ako lama'y nagpapasalamat

Tulay ng maykapal

Inuugnay ang ating pagmamahalan

Gawa ng lakas na 'di guguho

Sa minsang pagsubok na napagdadaanan ng buhay

Ikaw ang pag-ibig na amining pinangarap at hiniling

Pang habang buhay na ito dati'y laging pinapangarap

Walang pagdududa sa yakap na walang kasingsaya

Hayaan mo akong umawit ako lama'y nagpapasalamat

Tulay ng maykapal

Inuugnay ang ating pagmamahalan

Gawa ng lakas na di guguho

Sa minsang pagsubok na napagdadaanan ng buhay

Ikaw lamang ang kailangan ng buhay

Sa lungkot at ligaya tayo'y magkasama

La la la la...

Hayaan mo akong umawit, ako lama'y nagpapasalamat

Tulay ng maykapalInuugnay ang ating pagmamahalan

Gawa ng lakas na di guguho

Sa minsang pagsubok na napagdadaanan

yela!

2005-01-05T21:47:00.000+08:00

ayan... eto pra kay stela... kasi naman dami ko na pagkukulang dito sa taong to... haaayyy... bat cardcaptor? kasi peyborit nya to... kamukha n nga nya c sakura e... haha adik... Ü

http://kss.mysticalaura.com/galleries/

..antok...

2005-01-03T23:16:00.000+08:00

...*hiikaaabb*... waahhh inaantok n ako... haayyyy akala ko di ko na kaya grabe. mabaliwbaliw n ako..bwahahaha. buti na lang nandyan sila... siya... hehe. hmmm... kung di dahil sa kanya cguro di ko na talaga nakayanan... hehe sa kanya na lang ako humuhugot ng lakas e. kya gnun. salamat. kung mabasa mo man to salamat. haha salamat sa kanya. hmmm pero xempre dpat pring lapitan ang Diyos.. naks nman!...napakarelihiyosa ko tlga... weehhh...

riku!

2004-12-29T01:37:00.000+08:00

kyuuuttt...d maxado halatang adik ako sa DNAngel... haha...

2004-12-25T13:40:00.000+08:00

huaawwww... la lang...

merry christmas!!!!

...

2004-11-21T17:19:00.000+08:00

its me... Ü